Behind our smiles

Chapter 6

Beep beep beep beep beep

Ughhh I push the alarm clock forcefully it lands on the floor and breaks ...sighs it's not totally my fault if it had just shut the f**k up..why did my mum put an alarm in the siting room ..I still question the way she reasons sometimes ,like why will you give birth to a child if you can't be there for her ughh . .I don't really sleep well at night cross that I don't sleep well at night when I slept yesterday I woke up one hour later and stared at the ceiling for hours I thought alot then went back to sleep and I just woke up and this stupid alarm woke me at f*****g 6:30 and school starts eight sighs ..even if I sleep well I'm always having nightmares so I guess it's better this ways .my life really sucks sighs I get off the couch and head to my room to prepare for school it feels like today is my first day in hills springs because the first time I went it was Friday

I heard many students went for a camping that the school hosted on Thursday and I resumed on Friday so they will be back this Monday wich is today .. getting out of the shower I head to my closet I pick out my black lacy underwear , a black leather plitted flare short skirt and and a black leather crop hoodie I bought them together.. I know right its so cool ..I put my clothes on and pair them with a a black doc martens .

I’m giving those queen b***h vibes I guess I’m a b***h not that I’ll like if someone calls me that but Megan the stallion hypes my confidence