Climb Out Of The Abyss

Everyday morning

My heart was still beating at a frantic speed. I tried my best to calm down. When my heart started beating at the usual rhythm I hit the alarm clock with my palm to finally shut it up. After a deep sigh, I stretched out on the soft bed, intending to lie in it for a few more minutes. I felt a little bit frustrated because, despite the end, I wanted everything I saw and felt to be real. For some reason I didn’t understand well, I felt that guy was dear and close to me. I’ve been dreaming the same dream all the time for the last few weeks and it always ends up in the same place. Although it’s just a dream, every time I feel an extraordinary attraction to that guy. Sometimes I seem to fall in love with the hero of my dream. I sighed deeply as I was about to get out of bed, but suddenly I got the feeling that something was different than always. Then I remembered waking up this morning with an alarm clock, not my mom. It was pretty unusual because most of the time my mom came to wake me up ten minutes before the alarm sounded. Maybe something urgent happened that mom didn’t come to wake me up. I lay down for a few more minutes wondering what might have happened, finally decided to get up. When I got out of bed for the last time, I stretched my sleepy body and decided to take a bath. As soon as I touched the cool, white Italian marble tiles with my feat, a shiver ran all over my body, finally wiping out the drowsiness. Without standing any longer, I walked towards the spacious glass shower. Like every morning, I first took a hot shower with pleasure, then turned off the hot water, leaving only a stream of ice-cold water to run. Although it was insanely cold, I almost immediately felt like my whole body was waking up and filled with an indescribable amount of energy, as if I had an extra store of energy somewhere inside. After a cold shower, I felt full of energy all day. After bathing, I wrapped myself in a soft pure cotton towel to keep me warm at least a little. And while the towel warmed the body pleasantly by absorbing the last drops of cold water, I brushed my teeth and dried my hair. As they dried, the pleasant aroma of my favorite shampoo with coconut milk spread around me. I unwrapped a damp towel and threw it in the laundry bag. Standing naked in front of the mirror, I looked at my figure. I was slender, flat belly could be said to be beautiful if not one "but" who has the whole picture, I had very small breasts. I was very jealous of the girls in my class they all had at least small breasts only I walked without any advantages from the front and back. Well, but I still don’t lose hope that one day I won’t be like a board anymore. Sighing deeply, I pulled myself out of the bathroom into my small room-sized closet. Upon entering, without much thought, I took off my school uniform, grabbed light flat shoes and a few other little things. When I picked it all up, I kicked my door and closed it loudly. I dropped all my clothes on the wide bed, standing for a few seconds looking at the clothes and shaking my head as if waiting for something. After recovering from the stagnation, I began to prepare as soon as possible. Wearing a dark purple school uniform, I sat down in front of the mirror to do daytime makeup, it was forbidden to go to school with makeup a few years ago, but since no girl paid attention to this rule, management eventually gives in, allowing light daytime makeup without any extremes such as blue eyes shadows, black lipstick or green hair. After finishing the makeup, I smiled at my reflection in the mirror. I looked pretty cute. I tied my dense chestnut wavy hair into a horse’s tail. I put on tiny diamond earrings and put on a gold chain with a heart-shaped emerald pendant. After that, I flicked the lip gloss brush over the lips one more time to make them shinier. When I was done, I dropped the lip gloss bottle on the mirror table and went to the desk. I quickly wrapped the books in a backpack, ran through the table with my eyes to make sure I hadn’t forgotten anything. After making sure I put it all together, I grabbed my backpack and rushed through the door. Only when I opened them did I realize that I was still without shoes, they were lying at the foot of the bed where I dropped them before putting the clothes on the bed. A little upset I went back to the depths of the room. Walking towards the shoes, my gaze stumbled on the clock on the closet by the bed.