The Devil I Loved

Chapter 2

Cassian didn't kiss her back immediately. He was surprised by her actions that it took him some minutes before he could get himself again. He was tipsy but not that he had entirely lost his senses.

Now he was sure that he wasn't imagining things. It was Vera. He still remembered her exact frame and how warm her body was whenever she hugged him. Right now...just for a moment when she closed that gap, it was like nothing had changed between them. He wanted to hug her back, breathe in more of her scent and kiss her neckline the way he used to but not right now.

He snapped out of it quickly. His hands came up and caught her wrists not in a rough manner but it was firm. He pulled back just enough to break bodily contact. His breath was uneven and his eyes searched hers desperately for an answer...any answer.

"Stop, Vera. What...what are you doing? I am trying to talk to you..."

"I know but I am not in the mood to talk to you right now. Didn't you say I was supposed to keep you company tonight?"

She moved closer again and kissed him. He made a sound against her mouth that felt like something between resistance and surrender. His hands tightened on her wrists for one more second then they let go. For the very first time in years, he loosened up. He deepened the kiss, returning the same energy as her and instinctively wrapped his arms around her waist.

If anyone had told Vera that just a single kiss could end up shattering her resolve...breaking down her god damned walls this easily, she would have bitten such a person. Not only was it not a random kiss, it was from the one person that she hated and spent years despising his existence... regretting having met him.

But right now, just for a few hours, she would let it slide. This night, she was going to be in control and she would treat him the same way he did to her. She would break him the same way he had broken her that night. And the first sign that this was possible to accomplish in just a few hours? His burning desire for her and the bulge underneath his pants. She was going to use him like he used her.

She jumped on him and he effortlessly carried her into his bedroom. The lights were dimmed, offering the room an even more intense focus for the performance. He put her gently to the floor and the kiss broke for only a few minutes as they both tried to catch their breath. His forehead rested against hers as his Adam apple moved slowly against the collar of his shirt.

Their breaths fanned against each other and bodies completely destabilised as if they were in heat. Vera bit her lips. She felt a certain part of her below aching as she rubbed against Cassian's bulge. He groaned and grabbed her ass cheeks.

"Since when did you get this bold?" He whispered, his hands kneading the cheeks as if they were doughs. Her hand moved to his protrusion and grabbed it in return.

"It's been six years, Cassian. Things have changed and I've gotten some experiences." She whispered back into his ear and his reaction took her off guard. He captured her lips without prior warning and let his hands do the lifting of her gown.

He was pleased to feel only her underwear. There was nothing else that could block his path. When his hand found its way to her pelvis, he drew a tiny circle on the spot, further heightening the state of pleasure in her body. His fingers lowered themselves into her panties. It was wet.

He chuckled slowly while still having her lower lip in between his teeth. Their eyes met and he let go of it,

"You're dripping wet for me already. That's quick, Vee." He teased and she rolled her eyes.

"Stop talking and f**k me."

Cassian's fingers thrust into her p***y after rubbing her c**t a few more times.

"Ahh~ hmmm...auggh..."

He lifted one of her legs, hanging it across his shoulder as he inserted more fingers into her. Vera held tightly to him because she knew her body couldn't withstand this for too long without betraying her.

She had been abstaining for years now. After the incident with Cassian six years ago, she found it difficult to love any man. Coupled with her situation, she became even more broken to rely and trust anyone. She couldn't get into romantic relationships and when she did try having s*x with strangers, she hated how she was treated. It felt cold and she didn't even have an orgasm.

So she stopped. She refused to have s*x anymore with men and shifted to using toys. But the only way she could enjoy using them was whenever she imagined her s*x activities with Cassian — how he had made her feel, how he had worshipped every part of her body and sucked the juice flowing out her p***y whenever they were intimate, how her inside was stretched by his lengthy thick sized c**k — only then would she be able to release.

But as the months rolled by and the memories they had together were getting buried by her situation and her deep hatred, her ability to imagine such moments with him didn't work anymore. She eventually lost interest in s*x and abstained totally. Nothing and no one could shake that.

Until now when the one responsible for such had permanently unlocked her dried fountain.

Cassian pushed her gently to the bed, spread her legs wide open and rolled her tiny lacy panties in between his fingers for a few seconds. He rubbed her c**t with it before tearing off the covering from her body and throwing it to the floor.

Vera gasped. When Cassian lowered his head once more and stuck his tongue to it, her eyes flew open and saw stars twinkling right above her. A slight smile drew from pleasure graced her face. Vera hadn't felt this way in years. She reassured herself that she wasn't doing this for herself. She shouldn't blame her body for reacting like this.

She needed the money for her brother's treatment. That was why she was here.

Her toes curled up, her hands reaching to grab the bedsheet as Cassian mercilessly ate her up. Faint cries and moans filled the room as he increased the pace of his movement.

"I bet those idiots never made you scream like this, Vera. Nobody knows your body more than I do." He pushed into her one more, forcing her body to vibrate as she released to his face, her legs shaking from the impact. With her c*m on his face, he looked at her and smirked,

"Good girl."