Let's get married
650 Words
After having our family dinner and talking about the daily adventures of my sisters , I decided to make a quick call to Jake. I took sometime to mentally prepare myself to convince him... I know that it won't be an easy task...
" Hello?" , after three rings he took the call.
" um, It's me, Aniya " , I was nervous.. I felt like a teenager who is going to propose her crush..what!!! where the hell am I getting these comparisons...
" I know it's you. What made you call me.. at this hour? R u going to confess me or something? If that the case, u better don't waste your time..."
This guy!!!! How could someone have feelings for this as*hole.
" Let's get married tomorrow " , I said void of any emotions
Jake was silent for a second but it feels like hell lot of hours.
" I know am so handsome and rich, but never thought that you would fall for me this easily"
What does he think about himself!!!! If it wasn't for my plan, I would have kicked his ba*ls... Handsome, my foot
" I would never fall for anyone, especially you. You wanted me to be your fake GF, but am not ready for that. You want to keep your facade of lies ... then marry me tomorrow. You can think well today , I will be ready at my home right on 10. Either you come here or I will come there..." , with that I hang up on him.
Now he needs to think about it and I hope that he will make the right decision. I never thought that I would give him such an ultimatum... but my situation demands it.
Looking out of my balcony, I could see stars... they were twinkling at me. Dad, mom.. I became a bad girl, right!! This is not the things you taught me. This is not the way I used to interact with people. And look at me now, ordering around, being arrogant with everyone, not at all caring about others feelings... I hate myself. Sooo much.
I like my real self, which is sweet and caring... always smile at people. Cry so much for even a little thing. Always cheerful, a soul filled with happiness. The only the thing I Missed at that time was freedom, independence... You guys always gives me everything, and took me everywhere.. the only problem was you never allowed me to go out alone or with my friends.
I used to argue alot on that topic, get sad over it... but now, I have freedom... alot .... but am not happy at all... When could I smile without worrying about anything.
Once I thought that waiting for something or someone for long time, indefinitely is the painful thing .... but no, it's not the most painful thing... when that waiting comes to an end without anything we expect is the unbearable pain , we can't see a future to live. Living a life with cute tiny hopes is better than living a hopless one....
Whoaaa my life made me a philosopher now, I guess.
Aniya... u have a duty to fulfill. You have to avenge for your loss. You need to give your sisters everything back. Yes... that's the only thing in my mind
Then Jake... I don't know what to do with him. I want to push him so badly, also at the same time I want to pull him to me... which is so confusing. Coming to his matters, am getting confused. Why? What's happening with me? Is he going to be my weakness?? Noooo... noo. I can't let that happen.
Jake, I can't have any feelings for you. I don't have any feelings for you. Even if I become your wife, I will never allow you to get close to me.
I , Aniya Rosaire, can't have any more weaknesses. I will push Jake away from me.
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