Chapter 20
The beast
Alex's POV
They say when you die you see your life story, memories or dreams you wished were true. They can be happy, sad, or another ending to the past. However I didn't see any of that. I didn't feel any of that. I simply felt numb. Was I dead? I honestly don't know.
12 hours ago…
I woke up feeling really weird. Not weird as in a hangover, more of a high weird. But I was pretty sure I didn't do anything yesterday, after getting clean I promised myself I would never go near drugs again. Maybe not literally, I'm a gang leader after all but I did cut it and stopped using myself, I don't plan on doing anything again either.
Everything is going better now, even though it does feel tempting sometimes I made my mind, & I keep my word.
I opened my eyes a bit more
