Chapter 61
Again?!
Alex's POV
"Good morning, how are you feeling?" Zayn said sitting beside my bed as I opened my eyes and stretched my tired arms.
But I couldn't quite find an answer.
How was I feeling?
Sad?
Hurt?
Guilty?
Numb?
I couldn't quite find the word that described the feeling I had right now.
I mean how would you feel knowing there's a big f*****g chance your unborn child doesn't survive 9 months, and if it does. It's either dying early or living in pain and spending it's life in hospitals?
"You hungry yet? You gotta eat.. for the both of you.." Zayn said and it still felt unreal.
I never wanted kids.
I never liked them.
I thought they were annoying little things that cried and yelled, then turned into dramatic teenagers.
But knowing that there's a l
