I am dreaming about Kieran’s hands on my thighs. His teeth press against my skin, low, deliberate. His breath is hot, uneven. His grip tightens on my hips, dragging me closer, and I arch without thinking, wanting the pressure, the bruise, something I will not admit I want. His mouth moves to my throat. “Say it,” he growls. “f**k you,” I breathe and still push into him. He laughs, rough and dark, and it goes straight through me. Then the heat disappears. Someone else is there. A silhouette in the darkness. I can't see his face, yet I know him as if from a distant memory. Fear washes over me. My body, however, remains still. His hand touches my shoulder, and I wake up. *** I’m in a hospital gown. Basically paper and strings. My shoulder’s exposed. There’s something there—bandages,

