Broken (into the dark)

Dreaming

"This girl fell in love with me and I f****d everything up simply because I couldn't wait, I wasn't patience enough and now look, her face is f****d and it'll take weeks for bruises like those to heal, she's terrified of me and she definitely ain't loving me no more after this"

He thought so much about what just happened, his anxiety shot through the roof, into his bag he went grabbing pills from 2 seperate bottle and then right to his fridge for another beer, he paced and if you havent notice Tommy paces before making an impulsive move, he thought long and hard about what to do next, he walked into his bedroom and he proceeded to get towels, wet them to clean her face up, it stung Nia as he wiped the blood, her eye was clearly going to bruise bad, her mouth had cuts and was still bleeding and she had a gash on her head made from him punching her, his ring must have cut her, the blood from her nose bleed dried up, Nia did not want to look at him as he cleaned her up.

Tommy

"can you message whoever called you and tell them you're fine?"

Nia looked at him with disgust, he started to take her dress off as he had one of his t-shirt to put on her "stop, I can do it myself" she said in a disgusted tone, she was angry that not only did he beat her, attempt to r**e her but now she can't even leave, Tommy than tried putting one of his basketball shorts on her and she kicked away "I said I can put it on myself"

Tommy

"can you stop with the attitude"

she was in disbelief as to he'd expect for her not to hold Any type of grudge, resentment, she didn't bother responding.

Tommy looked at her, hugged her as that was the only thing he could think of doing and again she pushed him off her "Tom please just stop" her voice trembling and she started sobbing again.

he was frustrated as he so wanted badly to be with her "I just wanted you to be mine" he said to her and she didn't reply, "just so you know...I'm sleeping on that bed with you tonight" he slammed his door as he walked out leaving Nia in his room alone.

his pupils were dilated, he grabbed for another beer and than another one trying to cope with what he had done, he started thinking of the events that took place in his bedroom and soon his primary focus was on how Nia spat at him, the look of hatred she'd given him, her refusal to answer him when he'd ask her a question, how she fought him back and wanted nothing to do with him, all these thoughts started to anger him and now he's on his 6 beer, he's been drinking beer and got lost in his thoughts for over two hours yet he hasn't realized how long its been since he checked on her.

meanwhile in the bedroom Nia attempted to loosen the restraints, she bit and chewed at it but her mouth was so painful full she could barely open them, she tried shaking her wrist loose and leveraging her own body weight and her feet pushed up against the headboard, it wouldn't budge, she was getting hot, tired and hopeless. "God save me" she looked up, begged and prayed for help as she felt weak and finally gave up letting her eyes and her body rest, she was exhausted, still in her ripped dress and no panties she couldn't stay up any longer, her breathing got heavier as she dosed off.

> I ran to the lake after the beautiful women wearing a sheer baby yellow dress with a sun hat, the smell of fresh spring air "oh the aroma, the fresh grass" I ran up closer to the beautiful lady and held her hand, I was full of happiness and love filled my heart "mom can we lay on the grass and just watch the clouds? she smiled at me and we layed down, she hugged me so tight and I never wanted her to let go, my mother kissed me and I held her tight "I love you so much, please don't ever leave me" mom turned and said in a deep masculine tone "I love you too" somethings wrong, I got up but felt her hug me even tighter, she started to kiss me but something wasn't right, I tried to move away from her.

Nia woke up from her sleep only to realize Tommy was holding her, kissing her and had thought she told him that she loved him.

"I know you were sleep talking"

Tommy said to her as he slowly let go, he's been watching her sleep for the last hour, he'd breathe her in and felt the softness of her skin, her beauty captured him and how peaceful she'd look asleep, Tommy was in love and knew it was going to be a long time with a lot of hard work to get her to trust him, she'd not only seen a violent side of him but she endured a beating she did not deserve.

"why did you hit me" she asked him quietly,

Tommy thought long and hard on how we will answer.

Tommy

"I was drunk"

"I know its not an excuse, something about you, I've wanted you to be all mine from the first day I met you"

Nia

"how do you feel about me now"

Tommy

"I still want you"

Nia moved her head closer towards him and kissed him, Tommy kissed her back and Nia slid her tongue into his mouth, he put his hand behind her head and pulled her in all the way, he moved on top of her, she kissed his neck (breathing heavy) she kissed him again and said "untie me" Tommy took his knife out and cut the ropes, Nia put her hand under his shirt feeling his chest, she moved upward and started taking his shirt off and Tommy ripped her dress further down from where he'd already tore it, he slowly moved his hand lower, he grabbed her inner thigh and moved upwards, she took a deep breath as he moved closer to her opening, she was wet, she looked at him as he looked at her too and "Tommy, Please" she whimpered" he slid his finger inside of her "omg you're so wet"

he stimulated her c**t with his other finger as his right middle finger went in and out, Nia gasp for air, he leaned in and kiss her again, kept going and watched the pleasure on her face, than Nia said "stop" he looked at her and knew she was going to climax "take your shorts off" she whispered, she was going to c*m, so wet, he took his shorts off, removed his finger and put the head of his p***s in "you're so tight" he thrust, moving deeper inside her spreading her apart, she moaned and again he went deeper, she grabbed his arm, he felt her legs quivering, she moaned loud, and one more time he pushed in deeper, she finished, he felt her all over him, the slick warm fluid and she released, he kept going as he watch her lay in pleasure, he kisses her neck and grabbed her t**s, he f****d her harder as he was ready to blow, he f****d her so hard the face she made, the moans and than he grabbed her body and held her as he finished.

He got off her, the two layed there next to each other she could practically feel his heart beating still.