Chained Fortune

JUST A WISH

I got inside the classroom which looks not so flattering , every other class looks the same as this duh.

Middle row is my usual row since i get to concentrate more during class . I get a clear view . Don't know about you guys but that's comfortable for me . Sitting next to a talkative might not always be as comfy as i want it to be .

" Hey girl . Sup? How have you been ? Its the last year and i was planning...." you don't wanna listen to rest , its gonna get on your nerves , trust me. That's Madison my partner . Well she's the only person who talks to me this much inspite of me not being intrigued by her life but i'm happy someone actually talks to me even though it drives me insane at times . Can't ask for more . Oh and about not having friends , i didn't say about that i see . Sandra parker , she was smart, beautiful and all more than i was. She was my first ever friend . We were friends for 3 years , she used to come home for sleepovers and we enjoyed studying together , i used to help her . That was fun , until one day she decided to get into the cheerleading team. We never spend much time after that . She got along with the popular's and forgot completely for me . Though i knew she wouldn't spend time as before i still used to wait her . I mean i still had a hope that she'll come back , she used to greet me every morning , gave me best of luck before exams . Until one day the unexpected happened . During recess we all were having lunch and i was too busy hogging i did not even notice her walking my way just to drop her plate of food over my head . Next thing i know is i'am surrounded by cheerleaders throwing stuffs at me . note: Back then i was kinda strong and i did react which ended with her slapping me . It all happened in a blink of an eye that i didn't even know whether to believe it or not . I don't even know what led her to do that to me , to choose me out of everyone whose life she kinda made a hell out of for the past 2 years , that i had to spend my nights crying , having nightmares , insecurity, inferiority complexes . Thankfully nothing led me to have suicidal thoughts, Thank God . and honestly the best part of this is i'm sort of used to all of it . I'm staring to think its getting boring too.. puufft.. There seriously need be some sort of a change in my life . Gosh!

"Class , there's gonna be a test next hour , i hope ya'll are ready for it " .

" Hey nerdy b**ch , u gonna score this test too?" and SPLASH! Why can't Sandra finish one sentence without violence .

As ususal i'm gonna stay silent . Its useless. and me reacting is gonna make it even more worse . And here i was wishing my last year to be a little peaceful . But sometimes i just wish i had someone to take care of me in school . WAIT . Did i just sound naïve? . Great . Just what i needed .

I went to the bathroom dropped a few tears and got cleaned and walked back to my locker . Since i don't communicate ..correction no-one communicates with me i read often to avoid getting bored. That's the only way i get myself entertained often.

after 2 more hours

RIIINNNGG!

Finally schools done . When i was beginning to feel excited to go home " be safe nerdy" and i got tripped on the floor by Brittney . Sandra's second minion . Well i see all the three of them coming up to pick on me but this time it was only Brittney . Not that she did less harm , she did bruise me now with a small cut on the knee . I'm satisfied with this ya know? usually its worse . All i m thinking is why they can't be nice at least this last year .

I call my dad. Apparently he was waiting for me . I got in and we both took off .