(Stephanie) Oh god, I've lost my damn mind. It's official. He is going to think I'm insane. I peered up at Grant nervously. Mentally preparing myself for the worst possible scenario as I revealed my true craziness. I mean, I don't know what has come over me. It's like this obsession. This desire to have Grant all to myself. It's going way beyond any normal relationship. Who the hell stops taking their birth control after only officially dating a guy for weeks?! Not months.... WEEKS. I'm like some psycho stalker from those old lifetime movies my mom used to watch. Was I really about to trap this man and try to have his baby? Honestly, it just kind of happened. The first day I actually really did almost forget and was too tired to take it when I remembered before bed. But after that.

