My destructive secret affair

Bothered

I walked into the house and got my hands on the first drink I laid my eyes on. I chugged it down in one go even though my throat felt like it was on fire. What was I even drinking? You know what...I actually don't even care. As long as it makes me forget about what I just saw. 

After my fourth glass of what tasted like detergent flavored alcohol, I headed over to the dance floor and spotted a cute guy dancing. He had that sexy-cute boy look going for him with a killer smile.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and he put his hands on my waist as we started to dance. "I'm Katherine by the way" I shouted over the loud music. "Hey, Katherine, I'm Andy. You look gorgeous!" he shouted back while flashing me a smile. I smiled back while turning around so that my ass was grinding up against his d**k. I felt him grip my waist and kiss my neck as we danced. I was starting to feel hot and bothered.

I pulled him through the crowd and out to the backyard where there were only a few people and kissed him passionately with every bit of desire I had in my body built up from what happened today. He pulled away breathless, "Kat, we should stop....As much as I want you right now and trust me I do! I would like to take you on a date first" he said in a soft voice. 

I felt rejected and before I knew it, tears were streaming down my face. "Kat, no, what's wrong?" Andy asked worry visible on his face. "You don't want me like that, I get it" I said through my sobs. Why does this hurt so bad?! "Kat, you have no idea how hard it was for me to pull away from you" He whispered with a sincere look on his face. "Come on, let me take you home" he said interlocking his hands with mine and pulling me towards the driveway after planting a soft kiss on my forehead.