I take a long shower. I apparently had grown a couple more inches since midnight as my head is now touching the waterfall shower head above me. I am annoyingly thankful now, that my dad had brought a tailor in. I guess he knew, he'd been through this before.
I lean against the side of the shower with my eyes shut, thinking about how I would tell Ella who she was to me. It had been so long since I'd spoken to her, I had no idea how it'd go.
Would she accept me?
Would she cry and deny herself again?
Would she reject me?
Thinking about Ella is driving me a little crazy right now—no, more than that. It’s unravelling me. Especially with my alpha blood now fully awakened, thrumming through every inch of me like wildfire, awakening instincts I’ve spent years keeping chained up tight.
It’
