***Ella***
Seeing the pain I had just caused in Austin's eyes was more than I could bear as I turn around and run into the school, leaving him standing there in the torrential rain.
I feel like I am almost leaving a piece of myself behind in the car park, as I enter the school. I hold my breath as I race back to my room, properly breathing again once I'd gone inside and shut the door. I breathe heavily as I lean against the wall by the door and slide to the floor, huge sobs going through my body.
Memories of our incredible kiss goes through my brain, making my heart swell and glow with an amazing warmth, yet at the same time causing even more tears to fall down my face. The explosion of emotion and physical sensation that had rushed through me as soon as our lips had touched had been to
