*CAMILA*_* By the time I got out of that s**t hole desert, and walked to the hotel, the sun had already gunned down. I couldn't stop thinking about what happened. It felt like the end of something, and the begining of another. Jacques was gone, and I was unfortunately, finally alone in this big bad world, a bad world that I myself contributed to. Life hasn't been easy since I was a kid, but that was a story for another day. I walked slothfully pass the guests and the bartender over the bar at the hotel, and retreated into my room. "I hate this world" I muttered to myself, while my hands took on the task of removing the dirty clothes and dumping it into the waste basket. I threw myself on the bed half n***d. Bathing was far from my brain's thinking area. I

