I was lying on my bed, thinking hard why I did that with Eunsoo! I can't believe that I acted like a p*****t at her! I'm so disgusted with myself! I promised her that I would protect her purity until marriage, but I tried to push myself to her too much that I almost violated her! Why did I do that! I'm so guilty.
I got up and immediately took the glass of water from the table. I drunk the water. But then I remembered again the horror I gave Eunsoo. Uggghhh! What happened with your control! First with Nina and now with the woman you love! What is happening with you?!
"CRAAAASSHHEEDDD!!!"
The loud sound of the broken glass when I hit the table while holding it.
I gripped the broken glass, feeling all the pain. I deserve more pain than this. I deserve more pain than what I did wi
