The Second Chance

Rough Times

Emma's Pov

I have locked myself in my room for about 2 weeks. The only person I let in are Jordan and that's it. He comes about every morning and brings me food. As for Blake he don't even try to get in. I smell him walk by every once and a while which makes me cry even more.

Knock knock, I got up and smelled who was on the other side of the door hoping it was Blake but of course it wasn't. I opened the door to see Jordan he walked in and set down my food gave me and hug and a friendly kiss on the cheek and left.

I just walked over to my food and played around with it to sad to eat. I then turned on my favorite show Supernatural. I turned to the episode that had werewolves in it.

"WHY CAN'T REAL WEREWOLVES BE LIKE THAT NOT EMOTIONALLY TIED TO SOMEONE!!! THEY DON'T HAVE TO HAVE A SOUL MATE!!! OR FRIGEN TWO FOR THAT MATTER!!" I cry yelled at the Tv.

I then smelled Blake walk past my door he didn't even hesitate to pass, he just did. That made me cry even more. I then out of no where stoped crying and screamed out in pain. My whole body turned hot and waves of pain kept hitting me over and over again.

I ran into the bathroom and lied in the tub with freezing water on me but it wasn't working. The realization hit me, I am in heat! The cold water didn't help my hot body just made the water warm. I got up I could barely walk.

When your in heat your are in pain and the only thing that can get rid of the pain is a males touch, but if you want to get rid of all of it you have to be with your mate.

But I wasn't going to be afraid anymore. I am not going to be sad all the dang time. He cheated on me I did nothing wrong. He should be the one that is sad not me!

After I finished all of my thoughts I got up and left the room. I could still fell the pain but I didn't care, I hid the pain.

I ran down the stairs putting on a fake smile since this hurts really bad. I walked into the kitchen to get some food and I found Blake and someone else kissing. I just brushed it off. I have no mate there are no such things as true loves in my life.

Blake then saw me out of my room and smiled then he sniffed, crap I forgot he could smell that I am in heat, he started walking towards me. When he was right in front of me I put my finger up and pushed him away with it.

After that incident I walked away I just left him there dumb-founded. I went back in my room with food and sat down on my bed feeling proud of myself, I didn't need a guy in my life. All I need were my friends and my pack to be happy.