“How long?” Doctor Sarah's expression hardened. “Brittany, you need to keep calm.” “How long?” I repeated. Chloe squeezed my hand but I barely noticed. Doctor Sarah was inhaled deeply. “Three months.” “No?” “Yes” “No that's not possible” Chloe bent next to me. “I’m here Brittany” ***************** I couldn't stop thinking about him. Nathaniel. Even though I knew none of it had been real, the feelings still felt painfully real. The way he looked at me when he asked me to marry him again. I closed my eyes and tried to push the memories away. Why would my mind create a world where Nathaniel became the man I had always wanted him to be. Or maybe because somewhere deep inside, I was still hoping he would. “Brittany” I opened my eyes. Chloe sat beside, keeping a close watc

