Louisa's POV We got home afterwards and I immediately called my doctor. Luckily, there wasn't any problem. I was fine. Alex didn't tell me anything. He said we'll talk tomorrow. He stayed over. It was night. My kids were soundly asleep but I couldn't sleep. I needed to relax and I didn't want to box either. I wanted to try something else. Something that after the divorce has been my coping mechanism. I already wore a swimsuit. The serenity of a late-night swim! There's nothing better than this. I was out in the big love shaped pool which was in the yard. I floated on my back, the warm pool lights dancing across my face, and the gentle lapping of the pool water against my skin. The cigarette dangling from my lips released a lazy stream of smoke. This was more than refreshin

