A Kiss & A Shared Wound

Chapter Six

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      Zayn Pov

I woke up again from another nightmare but this time it was earlier than I usually wake up at so I just opened the sliding door in my room, went outside and cleared my head. I must have just sat there for hours because I soon realised the sun was about to rise and I was in no mood to sparr or wake Leo up so I showered and went to my office to make a few calls and go through some documents and files.

Have you considered that maybe you don't sleep so well because you left our mate to go with men you don't know? Of course Amoux would never let this die down "well she actually chose to go with those people and I haven't slept well even before I met her so this has nothing to do with her" I was in no mood to talk but he would never shut up when I actually want him to well remember when we first met her you slept like a baby that night with no night mares.  I told you he was going to go on, he always does this when we find a mate and they reject us, he blames all the time as if he is not a beast himself "she is our third mate in a row, what made you think she would be any different?"  I knew I had won this argument but not before he said Because she is our miracle, in what world have you ever heard of a wolf that had a third chance mate? with that he retired to the back of my mind. Sometimes I wonder if Amoux is more human than I am? I mean he is my wolf but the things he says makes him a better human than I am and an even more vicious killer.

Too deep in your head Alpha? Leo stood at the doorway of my office with his legs and arms crossed like he was some hero in a blockbuster movie "why are you in my doorway Leo?" he looked at me surprise and said "well you didn't wake me up today, and I think it has a thing to do with Aria" as soon as his lips said her name I immediately held him by the throat and raised him on his tip toes and looked at him straight in his eyes "say that one more time and I won't hesitate to kill you" he nodded and I slammed him right on the floor. "Even if you don't talk about it, she is till you mate-uhhh" that was him screaming from the kick that sent him flying across my office. The subject was too sensitive and whenever her name came up I was so filled with rage that I wanted to kill someone "You playing with fire Leo!"  I warned him but he is stubborn as ever always "She is your miracle!" he yelled and I stopped on my tracks to slam his face on my office table and break it, Amoux said the same thing "Leave!" I screamed at him but he shook his head "I-SAID-LEAVE!" I used my Alpha voice which is rear but he pushed me because it was either that or I would have murdered my own Beta. "Yes Alpha" he said then bowed in respect and left.

It has been two weeks and I am exhausted because I go to bed late and wake up early, looks like the night mares have become even more vicious and vivid. I always train alone for the first two hours and then I call Leo because his lazy a*s needs to be always woken up day to day. I have been communicating with the rogue Joe and he says Aria is doing fine but she keeps asking about me, I never understood women they are complex. She was the one who chased me away but somehow she wants me to come back? "Well maybe you should go and see her" Leo stood in my training room shirtless with his usual smug. "How did you know what I was thinking?" I looked at him surprised but I wouldn't dare show him, he poked his head with his index finger and said "well because I have common sense plus you left your link open after waking me up" he was walking towards me and I did the next best thing, I gave him my best right hook and I finished it with an uppercut, he fell down because he was clearly not expecting that I stood over him and said "One was for eavesdropping and one was for-" he cut me off by using his legs to kick me from the back and the sparring began.

Sitting in my office going through some paperwork as I have been doing for the past two weeks then suddenly I didn't feel so well. Amoux was also a little restless and I could feel it too, something was not right, I don't know what but something was hurting Zayn what is happening? I feel like something bad happened and I don't know what it is. "I know Amoux I feel it too, maybe it's because I haven't been resting well" But even with that explanation Amoux and I were still angsty and we should know we are intuitive, maybe there will be a rouge attack or hunters. No that can't be it this is not the feeling I would get if it was a mere attack maybe I should go see the pack doctor about my restlessness. I stood and suddenly I felt dizzy and then there was a pang tugging at my heart "Amoux what is happening to me?"  I don't know Zayn but it has something to do with what we feeling. I mind linked Leo to get here as soon as possible "Alpha are you okay?" he barged in my office "Take me to the pack doctor now" Leo made me lean on him and I felt it again, the pang in tugging at my heart and I held my chest it felt a little stuffy "Alpha maybe I should call the pack doctor instead" I was about to nod my head when my phone rang "Leo get that for me" I hate being useless but somehow I am stuck sitting down "maybe you should worry about the doctor first before business" he was really concerned and most likely he was telling the truth but somehow I knew I had to take it "well while you get the doctor I will be on the call, nothing serious" I looked at him with a warning eye that said I will kill you if you say no "It is the rogue" he said looking at my phone without permission I might add and somehow I knew that It was bad news and why I was feeling like this. He never calls and I mean never I am the one who calls him always "Speak to me" I put the phone on speaker. 

"Alpha Zayn I am sorry to bother you but it has to with Aria" As soon as he said that Amoux and I began to be much more disturbed and angsty than before "What happened to our luna?" Leo chimed in his voice filled with worry and somehow I was glad he was able to talk because I wasn't "Well she has passed out and she showed up with a bag full of clothes and items covered in blood" he said worry and sorrow filled his voice and I sensed it. Zayn get up now, we need to go to her! Although Amoux voice was alarming I suddenly knew why I had requested a doctor upon feeling like this, this is the way I felt that day fourteen years ago and I should have noticed it sooner but I guess it had went away with time "Joe are you saying she is dead?" Leo asked with emergency in his voice and at that time I came to my senses and Amoux growled, Leo bowed his head "get the car we leaving now" Leo ran out like a mad man and i pulled myself together and ran after him. He had already started the car and we were on our way, I hadn't hung up the phone, I didn't want to it was something that gave me hope that I will find her alive.

We barged in at Joe's bar but it was empty joe stood up from one of the tables and bowed "Alpha, Beta Leo" Ohh god wolf culture is irrelevant at this moment "where is she?" I wanted to hurry it along and he said "she is lying in my office I sped up to that destination and all I wanted was to touch her. Joe's office was small which means there was no couch, it was only a large desk and a chair then we had a cabinet filled with books but they were on the floor and just everywhere like he was an old librarian. He had laid her on the desk and the blood stained clothes and items were on the chair. She looked so peaceful like she was sleeping without a worry and I walked slowly towards her, Amoux was as nervous as I was because She can't be dead, at least not yet....

I raised my hand slowly and reached for her arm and as soon as I made contact, sparks and vibrations shot up right through my soul and I let out air I didn't know I was even holding it a a huge sigh of relief and I think she felt it too because her lips formed a small smile somehow or I am just seeing things Nope I saw that too Amoux was as relieved as I am. I walked to the chair and took the sunflower dress and clutched it in my hands "whose blood is this?" I was asking Joe I needed answers "well see Alpha I don't know, all I know is that Aria wore that dress today here at work" I was trying to control my anger because it is going to be misdirected "then why haven't you taken her to the hospital to get a check up for any wounds or the fact that she is unconscious!?" that was definitely his mistake and my rage was rising by a nanosecond "You had one job Joe just one Job and you already failed!?" Look don't judge me I was livid, worried and even a little crazy but somehow I found my self chocking Joe and I would have detached his head from his body if Leo wasn't there "Alpha he can't answer you if he is dead and we might need more information on what happened to our luna" that was Leo detaching my hand from Joe's neck, Joe coughed and caught his breath then trembling he handed me a piece of paper "this is why" After I took the paper he put his hands around his neck to guard it, I unscrambled the paper and what I found shocked me she wrote *Please don't call the authorities or take me to the hospital I will be fine*  I was shook this means that she knew she was in trouble and she knew would collapse.

"does she have some kind of sickness?" Leo asked Joe after reading the paper and Joe responded "well I don't really know, all I know is that she always refuses to see a doctor whenever I order her to" I went through the items and all I saw was blood, her purse, her clothes were all covered in blood and I also found a fork and it was also covered in blood "what is this?" I asked Joe "well I assume it just got covered like the rest of the things, I really don't know Alpha" he bowed his head. "So what you saying is that luna Aria just came here and passed out before she could say anything?" Leo was starting to get as pissed and impatient as I was and I understood him, He is the Beta and his job is to look out for me and his Luna and somehow this happens. Amoux was out for blood, so was I and I could tell Leo was too and we would both tear Joe into pieces but I saw the sorrow in his eyes, he deeply cares about Aria which means he is as much worried about her as I am plus if I kill him I don't think Aria will ever forgive me and I don't think I want to go through a day where she hates me.  

I told you she was our miracle.