B O N N I E
The next morning I wake up to no new messages or missed calls. I don't know what I expected, though; I never replied to Josh last night. I laid in bed for hours, reading his words repeatedly, trying to see if there was some hidden message in there, but there wasn't.
"I meant it, just know that."
What was I even supposed to say to that?
I open his message again, just staring at the screen. I want to reply; I want to talk to him, but I just have no idea what to say. I know we were supposed to hang out tonight, but will that even happen now?
I start typing with no idea what I'm about to say; I just let it happen.
"Hi," I hit send before I can stop myself. What the hell is wrong with me? Now he is going to think I'm crazy, great.
I throw my phone on the bed with the screen d
