B O N N I E
"Bonnie, do you know something I don't?" Josh questions. The anguish in his eyes hit me right in the chest. I knew I wouldn't be able to keep the secret forever, but not even an entire day? That's a new record, even for me.
"I was just kidding," I try to play it off as a joke, but I have no idea where to go with this. "You know...because we think they're dating and all that." I go quiet, and he frowns at me, clearly confused.
"Bon, you know I can tell when you're lying," he crosses his arms, his frown becoming deeper with my refusal to answer him. "Tell me the truth, what do you know?" I sigh and bury my hands in my pillow. I don't want to tell him this. Why should I be the one who breaks his heart?
"Don't make me do this," I beg, my voice muffled by the pillow. I feel the
