Chapter 45 “In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen.” “Amen.” Everyone says at the same time after Lucy’s prayers. Everyone except me. I say it mentally, but I still can’t believe that what happened in fact happened. I’m still thinking that I’m having a nightmare and that I’ll wake up and find out that Sarah is still alive, and she isn’t even sick or whatsoever. I don’t dream about waking up and being in my comfy bed anymore, I dream about waking up to see her green eyes sparkling and watch her with her bubbly attitude. But as I see everyone lowering down to the small grave that we made especially for her I know that that is never going to occur. Everyone is heartbroken, sad but above all shocked. Yet, I know without a doubt that the ones that are suffering the m

