That was how he felt about the fight that had ultimately resulted in the death of three human beings too. He felt like the outcome, their deaths, was ultimately irrelevant. It was the process of the fight that was his goal, and not the death of the three of them. It was just the unavoidable result of a life-and-death battle.
Which was the root of his problem. After reflecting on his emotions and boiling everything down, he came to the realization that he just didn’t care much. Be they human or beast, in the end, they were just challenges to overcome. The only feeling of remorse or regret he’d felt so far in this tutorial was when Joanna got hurt.
Even then, Jake knew that he thought it was her own fault more so than his. A part of him hated feeling that, but when he thought the scenario
