Roman p.o.v.
My breaths are heavy, and my body is trembling, I can feel the veins inside my head throbbing swiftly, it f*****g hurts so much that I want to shoot at my head to stop the pain.
Somehow, I managed to sit on the couch to calm my nerves. Taking out the velvet ring box, I stare at it. It feels like it is teasing me, laughing at my stupidity. I put it inside the nightstand.
It will be going to stay there, forever.
My head leaned over the headset on its own, as I feel my eyes getting heavy. With slightly shaking hands, I managed to remove my coat and shirt, my entire body is sweaty, and I feel like someone is choking me from inside as taking breaths is getting harder and harder every second.
Looking at the watch, I laugh at myself. Her competition will probably start now. I
