Wait For It: A Royal Wolfe Story

12: Regrets

Chapter 12: Regrets (Jace POV)

I’m currently sitting in Liv’s room. I’ve been avoiding this since she kissed me at Garrett’s party. I’ve had a crush on Liv since we were twelve. She's my best friend and Beta's twin sister and she has always been a good girl. Not the type of girl I have been fooling around with for years now.

She’s the type of girl you hope to be your mate. The type of girl that would be a perfect Luna. Everyone loves and respects her. She is friendly and kind. She hasn’t slept with my entire pack. I know that my Beta will protect her with his life while not having to be worried about him lusting after his Luna.

We were sitting on her bed chatting. The scent of her was warm like vanilla and strawberries. I was trying hard to tame myself. I was alone with her and just the thought had me semi-hard already.

She had just asked, “If you had a choice, do you think that you would make the right one?”

“Do you?” I asked looking down at her knowing who I would choose. I instinctively placed my hand on the bed behind her. Drawing myself closer.

She was staring at my lips when she finally answered, “I don’t know.”

I could no longer take not touching her. I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled my body the final few millimeters so our bodies were touching. Her breath hitched, causing mine to quicken.

I was hovering my lips just inches from hers. I took a deep breath in and that’s when I caught the scent of her arousal. My wolf, Damon, sat up on his back paws and begged us to take her now.

I know I looked like a complete i***t with the smile that crossed my face but I couldn’t help it. I moved to her ear and asked “Is this what you want Liv?”

“Huh.” She questioned in a dazed voice.

“Because I want you,” I whispered while grabbing her hand and placing it in my lap. Letting her know exactly what she has done to me. I grow harder at her touch and twitch under her hand as she bites her bottom lip.

My hand left hers lying in my lap, to move to her knee before running it up her inner thigh. “Do you want this?” I asked more aggressively in her ear as I started to make circles over her covered c**t.

“I want you, Jace.” She responded in barely a whisper. That was all my wolf and I needed. We had her pushed back on the bed before she could change her mind while pressing my hardness against her soft center.

She moaned into my mouth causing me to grow even harder. I left her lips to kiss her neck. Praying to the Moon Goddess that she is my mate so my mark can one day right there. As my mouth moved down, my hands moved up under her shirt. Her breasts were perfect perky mounds with hardpoints. Not oversized but more than a mouthful. Perfect. I teased her with my fondling causing her to moan out my name. f**k I need more of her.

My hands traveled south pushing her bottoms roughly out of the way. “So wet for me baby.” I panted as I pressed my first digit inside of her causing her to whimper. I added a second quickly. I knew I needed to prepare her for my entrance. I know she’s not a virgin but she’s also not a w***e. She was tightly wrapped around my two fingers. Her p***y will be so tight around my c**k.

“f**k Jace… I’m about to…” She moaned out to bring me back to the moment.

“Not yet baby,” I said removing my hand from her. I want her to c*m around my c**k, not my fingers. I quickly removed my shirt and unbuckled my pants letting them drop at my feet.

Her bottoms disappeared quickly and I returned to kissing her sweet lips. I reached down and rubbed my tip against her. Knowing I needed to stop but my wolf just promised that we would pull out. I couldn’t stop now and before I could think about it anymore, I was slowly sinking into her. I was finally in the place that I have been dreaming about since I had my first wet dream.

I pressed slowly in and out of her feeling her tense around me as she stretches and adjusts to me inside her. She feels wonderful wrapped tightly around me. She was panting once I finally buried myself fully in her.

“You okay,” I grunted while trying hard to not release right then and there. She let out a moan, as I found it safe to start to move. “f**k you feel so good,” I growled as I repositioned her legs over my shoulders. It wasn’t long until her first orgasm almost pulled me under. I wasn’t ready to be done though. I wasn’t ready to not feel her around me.

Her second orgasm surprised me. I wasn't expecting it and before I knew it, I had lost all control. I wanted nothing more than to finish in her. Make her mine, but she’s not and I just f****d up because I couldn’t get out fast enough. I cursed as I filled her with my seed then pulled out. “s**t. f**k. It didn’t mean… I gotta go.” I panicked

“What? What do you mean you’ve got to go? Jace!” She yelled after me, as I sprinted from the room while pulling my pants up and running like a little b***h at the same time.

I made it to the end of the hall before I turned around and walked back to her door. I lifted my hand to knock but I could hear her soft cries through the door. I slumped down to the floor leaning against the door as I listened to her cry herself to sleep. Once it was quiet I left.

I walked up the stairs to my room here at the packhouse. Upon entering the shared kitchen I caught the scent of Leigh. I couldn’t stay here. Even though our rooms are soundproof, I couldn’t chance walking in on them in the morning. With how f****d up my head is right now I may just kill him for touching my Queen. Then I would lower my head and let Leigh kill me for not only killing her lover but for what I did to Liv. I deserved having someone kick the s**t out of me.

I walked back to my parent's house. Forgetting that I even had a car parked at the packhouse. It was a cool night but I was numb to it. I was already pained by my own actions. I climbed into my bed once I was home. Knowing I would not be sleeping. The scent of Liv still surrounded me. It was still coating my hand and my c**k. I couldn’t be happy about it. I was sickened by my actions and wanted to drown myself for pulling a hit it and quit it on Liv. That’s not how I wanted it to be.

I laid in bed awake all night throwing a nerf ball at my ceiling. Every time I threw the ball up I thought of what I had done. Every time the ball fell I imagined it was a bowling ball landing on my head and crushing my skull.

What if I got her pregnant. What if she finds her mate and it’s not me. I will not run from my responsibilities like I ran tonight. I want her. I would reject any other mate if she is carrying my pup. I may just reject any other mate but her either way.

The sun was now up and I still hadn’t slept. Leigh came through my door at about 8 am. She sat on my bed next to me against the headboard. She didn’t say a word. She just sat there. I knew from the look on her face she knew exactly what I had done. Maybe if I’m a d**k to her I can get her to punch me in the face.

“What the f**k do you want Leigh?”

“Just waiting for you to tell me your side of the story.”

“What am I supposed to say. I’m a d**k. I f****d my best friend and then ran. After possibly leaving a part of me growing in her.”

“So daddy what are you going to do about it.”

“Eww… don’t say it like that.”

“And if Liv said it like that?”

I growled loudly at her. s**t. “Sorry, my Queen. I’m just really pissed at myself.”

“Over what part exactly.”

“Leaving.”

“Smart boy. So what are you going to do?”

“I don’t know. There is still so much unknown right now I don’t even know where to start.”

She reached over and grabbed my hand. “What part of the unknown worries you the most.”

“Not knowing if she’s my mate. She’s what I always dreamed of. I hope for her forgiveness. I just don’t know how to ask for it. I just dropped a huge bomb on us just days before the Moon Goddess decides our fates.” Leigh sat up and pulled me with her.

“I think you need to have your ass kicked. Let’s go spare.”

Leigh lead me downstairs to her private gym. She worked me hard all day. First kicking my ass in the ring and then making me run sprints while wearing silver chains and all of the other most horrible training she could come up with. She did them all with me. Showing me up every step of the way. I wonder what she’s trying to forget.

Ten hours later she finally let me stop. “Go shower then meet me in the kitchen. You look like s**t. You need to eat.”

I just nodded. I did as I was told. The closer we get to Leigh becoming Queen the more I want to submit to her orders. I am her Beta to be. It is my job to follow her orders. Once I was presentable I found her in the kitchen. She was frowning at her phone.

“Now it’s your turn. What’s wrong?” I asked sitting down to my plate of steak and mac and cheese that mom must have made for us, as Leigh was eating the same thing. Except she had broccoli on her plate too. Gross.

She played with her food with her fork for a minute before sighing and saying, “Close to yours. Oliver turns 18 tomorrow. I don’t want him to find his mate. I want to be his mate.”

“I’m glad to hear he at least knows how to wear a condom. So you don’t have to go through the same s**t I am.”

“What the f**k?”

“I know you stayed in his room last night Leigh. Don’t try to hide it.”

“Please don’t assume s**t about me. I took it easy on you today. Still a virgin here.”

“Sorry. And you call that going on me?”

She laughed at me. “Do you want to go back downstairs? I can let Jade out and see how you fair.”

“No Jade can stay right where she is. Please.”

Her phone goes off again and she hits the decline on the call. “I can’t be there if he finds her. Jade may rip her apart.”

***(Oliver's POV)***

After I dropped off Leigh, I kind of feared for my Alpha’s life as his Beta, but as Liv’s big brother, by seven minutes, I wanted to witness Leigh tear him apart. But as the day dragged on without her I just hoped she killed him quickly so I could have her back in my arms.

I had tried to message her multiple time, but no answer. I spoke to Liv. She said that Leigh had all of her favorite foods delivered to her room, and they had been texting throughout the day. Leigh hadn’t come by but Liv said that Leigh was trying to find Jace.

Why could she text Liv but not me? And where was Jace? What did he do that he was hiding? Liv wouldn’t tell me. All she would say is that Leigh was on it.

I continued to try and call and text her all night. I even tried to get in contact with Jace. All I got was voicemail and unanswered texts. I was getting pissed off but before I went to sleep I sent her a sweet goodnight text.

Me: Baby girl I don’t know why you choose to ignore me today, but I wanted to wish you sweet dreams. I had a wonderful day with you yesterday and an even better morning with you. Thank you for staying. I will dream of you in my arms, as I am surrounded by your scent that is still all over my bed. I hope to have you there again.

I never got an answer but I know she read it. She read all of my messages. I laid in bed thinking of her before I remembered that it had just crossed over into my birthday. It was currently 12:15. In another, about two hours at 2:18 am I will be officially 18.

When the clock officially struck my birth time Liv messaged me a happy birthday. I waited until 2:25 and texted Liv a Happy Birthday back.

I finally drifted to sleep around 3 am. I woke this morning to lots of texts wishing me a happy birthday. Only one of them mattered though.

Baby Girl: Happy birthday! I hoped all of your wishes come true.

All of my wishes revolve around her. Like wishing, I don’t find my mate today. That I don’t find my mate for another two months. Finally that she is who I wish for the most. For her to be mine.

I went to school. Fearful that around every turn that I would find the scent that would lead to my unwanted mate. The smell never came. That doesn’t mean I’m in the clear but it allows me to relax a little. We are having a big party tonight at the packhouse for Liv and me. I hope a certain Alpha female shows. She didn’t come to school again today, but she finally texts me after school.

Baby Girl: How's the birthday going so far.

Me: Boring. My girl ditched me the last two days.

Baby Girl: Yeah, I know I suck.

Me: Ummm… s****l innuendo?

Baby Girl: Depends.

Me: On what?

Baby Girl: If I’m forgiven for ditching you.

Me: Baby Girl, you could attempt to kill me and I would forgive you for just the chance to have your lips wrapped around me again.

Baby Girl: Well then I guess there's no need to go shopping for you today.

Me: You could buy some hot little outfit that I could rip off of you before I eat that sweet little p***y of yours like it's my birthday cake.

Baby Girl: So dirty. I gotta go. I’ll see you tonight birthday boy.

About an hour later I got a picture of perfect skin contrasted with baby blue sheer material covering only minimal parts of her body. And a two words text.

Baby Girl: Crotchless panties.

Me: Best birthday gift ever. I can’t wait to unwrap my gift. I’m playing football with the boys right now but I will see you tonight.

We played until about nine. Jace had joined us about halfway through. I tried to question him about what was going on but he just shook his head and looked away.

When I walked into the house, I spot her immediately.

“Hey, Baby Girl. I’ve missed you.” I say trying to pull her in my arm.

“Nooo… I love you shirtless, but you need to shower before you touch me.” She giggles as she squirms out of my reach.

I chased after her for a moment before she turned on me. “Touch me now and you don’t get to touch me later.”

"You should join me then." I groaned.

"Maybe later." She said with a smirk.

I turned and ran for the stairs. I haven't had her in my arms for far too long. I had stripped and was in the shower within minutes. I was nearly done when I heard the bathroom door open. So she did decide to join.

"I knew you were a dirty little virgin Baby Girl, but I'm supposed to unwrap my gift first," I yelled out to her.

The bathroom was steamy when she opened the door and dropped naked to her knees. She had me in her mouth before I could say a word. Happy f*****g Birthday to me.

I grabbed her hair and pulled back realizing it wasn't Leigh it was Dakota. I looked up to see Leigh entering the bathroom stopping when she saw what was going on. I was caught in Dakota's vice grip and Leigh was gone.

"Dakota if you don't get off my c**k I swear I will rip your f*****g head off."

I grabbed a towel and ran after Leigh. There were people everywhere. I could not find her anywhere. She was just gone. I am so f****d. She is never going to talk to me again after this.