ROWAN
"I didn't think of you like that. I didn't picture you as a beast —not really…" She says with a slight shake of her head and sniffing back her tears.
Whatever excitement I was having a second ago from her words died and got buried when she ended her words with 'not really'.
Not really? What does that mean?
Did she, at some point, think of me as a beast but then had a change of mind later on, at another point? Is that it? What the f**k does 'not really' mean?
Ignoring the bugging questions letting loose in my mind, I choose to continue the conversation. "Well, I'm not a beast…"
"You sure about that?" Chester taunts with a snort. "Because everyone else seems to think otherwise."
"f**k you and f**k everyone else." I sputter furiously and turn again to Nova. "I've always wanted t
