ROWAN
There is not a day that passes that I do not have so much regrets that in the end, I had failed Nova, just like I had failed Lyra. It has been two years since that dreadful day. She was left all alone, and I lost something so precious.
I get dressed and head out of my bedroom. There is not a day that guilt does not eat me up, especially for the child that was lost. I can only imagine how much pain she must have gone through with no one to help or be there for her. I have made a lot of mistakes in my life, but after Lyra’s death, I doubt I will ever be able to forgive myself for letting Nova and our baby down.
I turn into the dinning room where Chester, my father, his father and Chester’s mother are already seated. Chester has just returned from his retreat with a lady he met duri
