DIANA
I should slap myself.
Was I forced into this? No.
Did he put a gun to my head and tell me that he would pull the trigger if I didn't agree? No.
But the way I agreed, it was like I had been forced into it.
And I couldn't take it back now. I had given him my word now and he had accepted it.
I couldn't exactly say that I had been used because at the same time, I liked the fact that I was getting something out of this.
He had agreed to help me make sure that I gave birth. He had made sure that I got all the what gynecologist in the country and that meant that they would surely find a way for me to give birth so even though I was being used, I still got something I really wanted and that was a child of my own.
I wanted to be pregnant for once in my life and that would happen
