ALPHA VALEN
I didn't bother taking much time to get ready. It's not like today was a happy day or a celebration that I would out in a lot of effort to getting ready.
It was the day thay I got the permission to get s**t face drunk, and reflect on everything was tonight.
Throughout the week, I'd been busy making sure that things were ready and nothing went wrong. I didn't think I would be able to take it if something went wrong tonight.
I would be so mad.
That's why I put in a lot of effort to make sure that everything went according to plan.
Tonight had always been one of the times when I met my emotions show because I always felt very shitty. And now, I would feel extra shitty because Dian had said some very deep things to me.
As much as I tried to drown them with work and alc
