Unloving You

Simula

Mrs. Decery, totoo ba ang bali-balita na pinakalat ng iyong asawa?

Is it true that you’re going to leave the showbiz industry?

Totoo ba na ang loveteam mo na si CJ ang kabit mo?

Maghihiwalay na ba kayo ni Mr. Jerome Mancio?

The media asked me. They were all hungry for the truth. Sino ba ang hindi gugustuhin na malaman ang sagot diba? With the statements that my husband said and spread to the whole nation. Malamang pagpepyestahan talaga ako ngayon.

As I sat down in the chair, I face the media with my serious face. Wala ng atrasan ito. If this cause a big problem in his and my family’s reputation, wala na akong pakealam. I really need to tell them the truth. Dahil kung hindi, ako ang magmumukang masama at malandi sa paningin ng iba.

I’ve had enough hearing those hoax and false statement. Sawa na din ako na marinig ang masasakit na salita mula sa mga bashers. If this conference will set me free from all the pain, then I’ll speak for myself now.

Good day everyone. As what you’ve heard from my manager, this conference will be about my husband released statement a week ago. Hindi na po ako mananahimik dahil hindi ko na matanggap ang mga maling paratang saakin sa industriyang ito. Now, I’ll speak and answer all your questions in me. Ask away everything for your mind to be clear with the other thoughts about me.

Isa-isang nagtaas ng kamay ang mga reporter na gustong mapili. Para silang aso na isang linggong hindi nakakain ng pagkain at hayok na hayok sila sa impormasyon na sasabihin ko.

Mrs. Decery, is it true that you have an affair with your co-star s***h loveteam and ex-lover? Tanong ng babaeng reporter saakin.

Heto na naman tayo sa issue na’to. Sa totoo lang ang sakit na ng ulo ko dahil sa kaiisip kung paano ipapaliwanag sakanila na wala kaming naging relasyon ni CJ.

CJ and I doesn’t have any relationship. He’s not my ex-lover. Hindi ko rin siya kabit. He’s my friend since the day I started in this industry. And to tell you, sawa na akong makarinig na naging karelasyon ko si CJ. Matagal na akong naglabas ng statement tungkol diyan, if you don’t believe then f**k your selves with that f*****g information. I saw how the lips of the reporter twitch.

Bitch! Ang tanga niya naman kung hanggang ngayon ay hindi niya alam na nakapag salita na ako tungkol sa isyu na yon.

Again, the reporters raised their hands so I nodded in a man with the yellow shirt.

Mrs. Manicio…paninimula niya. Ang sakit talaga sa tenga ng apelyido na yan. If your affair with CJ is not true, then why is your husband stating that you’re really having an affair. Hindi naman siguro sasabihin ng asawa niyo yon kung hindi totoo diba?

Aba gago ‘to ha! Sinasabi niya ba na sinungaling ako? I admit that I’m a b***h sometimes but I don’t lie! I’m true to all the f*****g people that I met.

So you’re saying that I’m a liar? To be honest, I’m really offended on how you ask me. But for your peace of mind, I’ll still answer that. I’m not cheating to my husband. I admit that we’re a part of fixed marriage but I’m not an heartless woman who will cheat on her husband. Minahal ko ang asawa ko at walang duda na sinubukan ko ang lahat ng makakaya ko para hindi siya mag selos sa mga lalaking nakakapareho ko. But he’s a Jealous asshole, that’s why he’s accusing me for cheating. I explained.

Minahal ko naman talaga siya. But things won’t work for us. He changed. Ibang iba na siya sa Jerome na unang nakailala ko.

You’re saying “minahal”, does that mean na hindi mo na mahal ang asawa mo ngayon? Tanong pa ng isang reporter.

Hindi ko na nga ba mahal?

I sighed. Yes. I loved him. Minahal ko siya at mahal ko siya. Nalito kayo diba? How can you call us a happy couple or husband and wife if the one who’s always falling in love is just the wife? My husband doesn’t love me anymore. So he’s only making an excuse to escape in this f*****g marriage. So to make it easier for him… I already filed an annulment to the court…