DAMIEN LOCKWOOD
I sighed as I watched her disappear down the hall to go into class. I really wanted to follow her but I was too scared. I immediately started scolding myself for being so stupid and not careful enough.
I wanted to tell Ashter everything but I really couldn't. No matter how much I wanted to.
It's better if she doesn't know anything in the long run. It will keep her safe that way.
It really hurts me to see her upset like that but her safety is my number one priority.
I felt myself start sulking as I knew I probably f****d up our relationship. And it sucks because we just got together and I already f****d up.
I don't deserve Ashter. I don't deserve her love, I don't deserve her sweetness, I don't deserve her soul. I don't deserve her at all...
All I wanted was to be
