Jack I actually pushed her. I don't know what has come over me but when she was about to profess her love to me I just couldn't. I couldn't love anyone else. I am incapable of loving anyone else. The look on her face was sheer sorrow. It's a like I promised myself I wouldn't give her the pain she is feeling now when I had found out she was George's little girl. I had respected George. He had saved my life more than once and here I am breaking his daughter's heart. If only George was here I'm sure he would have thrown a bomb at me. I must admit though that kiss was just how I imagine it, soft, delectable and sweet. I ache to feel them again but my inner self snapped me out of my delusion. I could see it in her eyes that she has feelings for me but now this has to stop one way or

