About halfway through the movie, something started happening in my stomach.Not the gummy bears. I know what gummy bears feel like and this wasn't that. This was a cramp — deep in my gut, barely there at first, the kind of thing you shift positions over and forget. I shifted. I didn't forget.It got worse. Slowly, like it was taking its time on purpose. The cramp turned into a tightness. The tightness turned into something that felt like a fist was closing around my insides and squeezing. I pressed my hand against my stomach under the blanket and tried to breathe through it. I'd taken hits on the field that hurt less than this, but those made sense — you get hit, it hurts, you get up. This was coming from nowhere. My own body was doing something without telling me what or why and I didn't ha
