Obsessed

| Four

School is finally starting to get interesting. With the bulk of the book work done, we are more hands-on with our lessons. It also helps class go by much faster.

“ Are you goin’ to Sam’s party? “ Vinny asked me, reaching for the door and holding it open.

“ Thank you. “ I blushed. “ I don’t know. She wants me to come, but I’m the youngest one in the class and I don’t know how to feel about that. “

“ Don’t tell me ‘lil daddy is irresponsible? “ he teased me with that famous smirk of his. “ Come on, don’t leave me by myself. “

“ I’m sure all your homeboys gonna’ be there. “ I argued. “ You’ll have more than enough company. “

“ So you gonna’ make me beg? “ he pulled on his beard hair.

“ Fine, I’ll go. “

I hugged Vinny before getting into my car, heading to Lennox in search of something to wear. I found a simple white mesh shirt with a pair of distressed jeans. I could have easily dismembered them myself, but I decided to be lazy today.

“ Where you goin’? “

“ I thought we had an agreement? “ I turned around, watching him strut towards me with that cocky grin.

“ I can’t speak when I see you? “ I rolled my eyes and he chuckled. “ How you been, I haven’t heard from you? “

“ I’ve been good, Jonothan, what about you? “ I browsed through the rack of shorts, hoping it would send the right signal.

“ I miss you. “ he reached for my waist and I quickly pushed his hands away, looking around. “ I don’t give a f**k about these people, David. “

“ You’re married..... “

“ Would you stop saying that s**t? “ he stepped closer to me. “ Like I told you, I always get what I want. “

“ You promised me this would end after that night. “

“ David, we made love. “

I laughed. I laughed loudly. I was overdramatic, I admit, but I needed him to understand where I was coming from. He clenched his jaws, sighing heavily as I continued to laugh.

“ Made love? Boy, miss me with that bullshit. “ I turned to walk away. He grabbed my arm, swiftly pulling me into the empty dressing room. I looked around trying to figure out how quickly he was able to do that. “ Let me go. “

His lips crashed into mine, rendering me confused. His kiss was so strong but with the correct amount of force. But I didn’t feel anything. It just didn’t feel right. I pulled away.

“ Tell me you didn’t feel anything? “ I could see the hope in his eyes.

“ I didn’t feel anything. “ I slowly shook my head.

I pushed the curtain aside just enough to get through. I walked to the register, paying for the clothes, and making my way back home. Jaylin’s car was already parked in the driveway. I was shocked that she beat me here. I unlocked the door to see her sitting on the couch and watching Love and Hip Hop.

“ How the hell did I beat you here? “

“ Don’t be askin’ me questions, woman. “ I walked into my room, tossing the clothes down on the bed along with my school bag. I walked back into the front room.

“ I love this house, by the way. “ she complimented me, stuffing her face with the peanuts.

“ Thank you. “

My phone dinged five times, back to back.

“ That must be Vinny? “ she raised her eyebrow. “ Is that why you goin’ to the party all of a sudden? “

“ No, it’s not. “ I lied. I pulled my phone from my pocket, pondering about opening the messages from Jonothan. I sighed, clicking on the notification and unveiling the tasteful nudes he sent to my phone, followed by a text saying ‘remember this?’

“ Sweet mother of Jesus! “ Jaylin gasped, snatching the phone from my hands and drooling over the photos. I was going to chase her, but that wouldn’t do any good. “ Where have you been hiding him? “

“ He’s nobody, trust me. “ I emphasized.

“ Please, he talkin’ ‘bout ‘remember this?’ You got dicked down and didn’t tell me? “ she looked at me, angry. She was really angry.

“ It’s not all that, Jaylin. “ I told her. I got up and walked into the kitchen. “ Delete them. “

“ What? These are works of art, why would you delete them? “

“ Delete them! “ I yelled.

“ Aight, aight, but let me send ‘em to myself first. “ she shimmied.

“ So one of the men on yo’ merry-go-round can go through yo’ phone and break up with you? “ She thought for a moment, deleting the pictures and placing my phone down on the counter. “ Thank you. “

“ Petty. “ she pouted.

I cooked something simple to eat before we got dressed for Samantha’s party. Her husband was a well-known lawyer, so we knew the neighborhood would be nice. We pulled up to the mansion, getting out, and walking inside. She greeted us at the door.

“ I’m so glad you came, David. “ she hugged me tightly.

“ I’m here too, b***h. “ Jaylin rolled her eyes before she embraced her.

“ Food is in the kitchen, and drinks are on the table; place the gifts there. David, Vinny is here and looking pretty damn sexy. “ she winked before she danced deeper into the house.

We walked inside, jigging to the music that played inside the house. We headed to the kitchen and Jaylin fixed herself something to drink.

“ She has some wine, you can at least drink that. “ she rolled her eyes.

“ How are we gonna’ get home? “

“ By the grace of God! “ she sipped out of the white cup, clicking her tongue and going out to speak to everyone.

I followed behind her, speaking to the people I knew until I suddenly felt someone pinch the back of my neck. I looked in his direction as he laughed. He reached out for a hug and I embraced him.

“ You smell good. “ he told me, sipping from the red cup.

“ I ain’t know you had it in you. “ I looked him up and down. He wore a red shirt and short set with a pair of white Air Max ’90s. He accessorized with a gold Cuban chain, a gold watch, and clear glasses with a thin gold frame. But that wasn’t the highlight. I noticed that gold grill sitting perfectly in his mouth and it was like everything stopped. The angels were singing to me.

“ You aight, ‘lil daddy? “ he flashed those golds, making my trance even worse.

“ Whatchu’ say? “ I forced out.

“ I said thank you. “ he sipped from the red cup again, his lips begging to be kissed. “ Yo’ mans let you out the house looking like that? “

“ Funny. “ we both laughed. “ And there’s nothing wrong with what I got on. “

He nipped the mesh shirt, and then touched each piece of skin that was revealed through the pants. I heard him mumble something under his breath, following by him shaking his head and taking a long sip from the red cup.

“ Who you trying to impress? “

“ I can’t look good ‘cause I like to look good? “ he put his hands up.

“ If you say so, ‘lil daddy. “

The night turned out to be a fun night. Jaylin talked me into two cups of white wine, and it gave me a sexy buzz. Wine is how babies are made, I’m very convinced of that. I was dancing and talking more than I ever have in my life, and I loved it. I felt good. I felt confident.

“ I’m goin’ to the bathroom. “ I sang to Jaylin. I smiled as she laughed, pushing me away.

I danced off to the bathroom, releasing myself and washing my hands. As I left and walked into the hallway, I noticed the single ray of light coming from the cracked door. I looked through it, watching Vinny as he stretched across the bed, playing with the Cuban chain around his neck. As I turned to walk away, I somehow tripped on my shoe and fell backward into the room. I hit the soft carpet, embarrassed, and quickly losing my buzz.

“ You spying on me, ‘lil daddy? “ he sat up.

“ N-no. It’s not what it looks like...... “

“ Shhh. “ he interrupted me. “ Comere’. “

“ Huh? “

“ Come lay with me. “ he stood up, walking over to close the door and then pulling me into the bed with him. He lied his head across my chest and I rested my arm on his abdomen. He intertwined our fingers, and that caught me by surprise. I’m not sure if he knew what he did, but he did. “ What made you choose hair? “

“ I actually work for a styling firm here in Atlanta. “

“ That’s dope. How long you been there? “

“ It’ll be two five in October. “ I said and he nodded. “ What about you, baldie? “

He laughed. “ I’ve been cutting hair since the age of fifteen. I’m just now goin’ to school for it, though. “

“ You know you can just take the test? “

“ True, but I wanted the whole class experience. “ he looked at me. “ Plus, I wouldn’t have met you. “

“ Stop Vinny. “ I whined.

“ Why, ‘lil daddy? “ he sat up, placing his arm on my left side so I couldn’t escape. He inched closer to me until his lips were damn near brushing against mine. “ Kiss me. “

I kissed those plump lips and fell in love. It was slow, but it was just right. I love the way his beard hair tickled my chin. The way his tongue encircled mine. The s****l heat that he oozed at that moment. I pulled away, noticing his hand down his shorts, stroking his d**k. Without question, I got off the bed and onto my knees. I pulled at the waistband of his shorts and he stopped me.

“ I don’t know ‘bout this, ‘lil daddy, they can walk in on us. “

I didn’t dignify that with an answer. I pulled his shorts down just enough for that pretty d**k of his to be revealed. My mouth watered.

“ Let me do my s**t. “ I winked at him, taking him into my mouth. He moaned. That sexy ass moan.

I made love to his d**k. I knew that I was pleasing him because he kept throbbing. His d**k wanted to be harder, but it was already at full potential. I sucked him slowly, making sure he felt everything I was giving at that moment.

“ Damn. “ he cursed. “ Do yo’ s**t. “

I began jacking him off while sucking on the head of his d**k. He bit down on his lip, flashing those golds. The way his eyes rolled into the back of his head told me that he was close.

“ Is this the....... “

We both looked at the door as Jaylin stood there. We stared at each other but said nothing. She slowly closed the door, letting the awkward silence filled the room.

“ I told yo’ ass. “ he laughed, lying back on the bed. I was conflicted. I didn’t know whether to finish or just let it go. I had my answer when he sat back up, stuffing his still erect d**k back inside his shorts. He stood up and left the room without saying anything else.

“ What the hell have you done, David? “

The ride home was silent, as it should have been. Jaylin was knocked out in the back seat. As I pulled into the driveway, I contemplated leaving her there but decided to do the right things and carry her inside. I put her in one of the guest bedrooms.

“ You know, ain’t nothing wrong with suckin’ some d**k, David. “ she chuckled before turning on her side and going to bed.

I closed the door and walked to my room on the other side of the house. As I approached my door, I could hear the shower running. I rushed to the kitchen, grabbing a knife, and slowly entering my room. As I stood waiting at the bathroom door, the water finally turned off and I readied myself for the attack. Once the door opened, I raised the knife into the air.

“ Woah, woah, what the f**k? “ Jonothan grabbed my arm, squeezing it until I dropped the knife.

“ Jonothan? “ I was filled with rage at that point. “ Why the f**k are you here? “

“ Quiet down. “

“ No! I told you, Jonothan, leave me the f**k alone! “ I screamed. I was so frustrated that I began to cry.

“ Okay, calm down, baby, it’s okay. “ he tried to console me but I pushed him away.

“ You need to leave. Now! “ I pointed towards the door as he hesitated. He stood up, dropping his towel and slowly putting his clothes on. I folded my arms, impatiently waiting for him. “ Today. “

“ Stop denying me, David, it’s your only option. “

“ Out! “ I yelled one last time.

He walked towards the front door, opening it and closing it. I controlled my breathing, attempting to avoid the panic attack that I felt coming on.

“ It’s okay. It’s okay. We’re gonna’ change the locks, and we’ll get systems on the windows. Yeah. We’ll get an alarm system. “ I talked myself down, deciding that taking a shower would be the best thing for me right now. I needed to relax, but what was the point? I wasn’t going to sleep tonight. I didn’t feel safe. And it wasn’t just about me, Jaylin is here too, and I don’t know what I would do if something happened to her.

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As expected, I didn’t sleep, but the first thing that next morning, I had people in the house installing the system and changing the locks over. Once everything was done and demonstrated, I cooked some breakfast for Jaylin and I.

“ Never again. “ she finally shuffled from the room, holding her head.

“ Pedialyte on the counter. “ I chuckled, sipping on my orange juice.

“ Thank you Jesus. “ she groaned, grabbing the full container from the counter and sitting down on the couch. She opened it, chugged it, and topped it back up, placing it on the table. “ Thank you. “

“ How many drinks did you have? “

“ If you weren’t back there suckin’ Vinny’s d**k, you would know. “ my cheeks flushed red. “ My bad, my tone was completely wrong. I didn’t mind seeing you chow down on his high yella’ ass. “

“ And when you put it that way, I’d rather be embarrassed. “