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As he was cleaning up in the bathroom. I got a tissue and started to clean myself a little.
Once he was finished he came out, he was still hard.
"Ready for round two" he asked.
I smiled, and said "sure"
After we had s*x again, my liquid courage started to wear off. Then I fully understood what I had done. I lost my virginity to a stranger. I cloudn't believe I did something so reckless, this is why I don't drink. Once we were done, we were both pretty wore out so we fell asleep.
The next morning, I woke up first. I found my clothes, wrote my number on a piece of paper and text me for any charges for the room. Had fun last night, thank you! Then I quickly left before he woke up. I didn’t want to have that awkward conversation.
I knocked on the door next to ours, there was no answer. I tried again, hoping Gina would answer. To my despair it was Ben, the guy I despise the most in this world barely clothed. He’s always hurting Gina, and yet she keeps going back to him. What do I know, I just lost my virginity last night.
“What do you want?” he asked.
“Is Gina still here? I’m ready to go home” I stated.
“ I think she’s still in the bathroom, let me check” he said.
Then he closed the door in my face. I couldn’t believe how rude he was being. Finally Gina came to the door.
“What are you still doing here? I thought that you had found a ride home.” she asked.
With annoyance I answered “ Nope still here, not like you cared or anything”
“Woah what’s with the attitude?” she asked.
“I don’t know, maybe it’s the fact that you thought that I was home.”
“You didn’t even check on me Gina. You know this is why I don’t come to parties with you, you always leave me” I stated
“I’m sorry I got caught up with something,” she said.
“That’s all you have to say is I’m sorry, what were you doing getting f****d by someone who doesn’t want a relationship with you.” I said
“Listen I lost my virginity last night and I just want to go home.”
“Wow, so it’s ok for you to slut around, but I can’t?” she said
I just looked at her, I couldn’t believe she just said that.
“At least I know the guy that I’m sleeping with, what about you? Can you say the same?” she asked
“No I just met him, and that’s not the point here Gina” I stated
“What's the point then Sarah, because who I’m sleeping with doesn’t concern you.”
“It concerns me when you leave me all alone, after you basically dragged me to the party.”
“I didn’t dragged you”
“But you left me Gina!” I nearly screamed
“You left me alone to sleep with Ben. He doesn’t want to be with you Gina. Never had never will.”
“Wow” she said
I could see tears in her eyes, maybe I went too far.
“Look, I need you and I just want to go home. I've had a long night.” I stated.
“The only reason I wanted you to come with me was because you never leave your house. And I’m embarrassed to be your friend, all you do is play sports, go to school, you never have any fun. All my other friends wonder why I still hang with you. I always say because we’ve known each other for so long, I can’t just leave her. Maybe I should.”
“Yea, maybe you should” I said with tears coming down my face.
“How about you find your own ride, since I’m too busy getting fucked.” she hissed.
Then she slammed the door in my face.
So that’s it, we’re not friends anymore, could this day get any worse? I walked back to the room on the verge of a melt down. I just lost my best friend, and now I have to ask a guy I just slept with to take me home
Finally, I decided to knock. I guess he was still asleep, because he didn’t answer when I knocked the first time. So, I knocked again this time I heard footsteps walk slowly to the door. He opened the door with a concerned look on his face.
“What’s wrong I thought you were in the bathroom or something. What are you doing out here?” he asked.
I just walked into his chest and started to cry, cry like I’ve never had before. He stepped back and closed the door and embraced me. He let me cry into his chest for what felt like hours.
Finally I started to feel my eyes dry up.
“You all done, because I don’t have anywhere to be right now?” he stated.
“Yea I think so” I said
“ So are you going to tell me what happened.”
I looked into his blue eyes and thought about if I should tell him or not.