Eve I promised myself to not believe whatever Caramel told me about Justin this morning. I totally trust her but I didn't think Justin would do something like that. She didn't come home overnight and came to break the abhor news to me. It was so obscure. Justin didn't give up on me or go into a relationship with anyone since highschool all because of me. So, why now? I was planning on telling Justin when I got to work this morning. I was going to brush off any form of doubt. Justin is 24 years old now. Was it because he needed to get married? Was he forgetting about me? All these thoughts rang in my head that I forgot that it was half past nine in the morning. Justin was going to be really flustered in a splenetic disorder. I could imagine him pacing around his office and yelling at an

