Her Mate, His Everything

Chapter 6

**Willow POV**

I take the clothes from Miles and open the door to the huge bathroom everything is white and gold. I take my time and look around. There are two sinks that reach across to the other side of the bathroom with a ton of counter space. The counters are marbles in white and gold with M&S engraved into it all over the counter. I am so not comfortable with their initials everywhere. I am going to have to talk to Miles after my bath to let him know how I feel. I am a bit nervous about it but I have to tell him how I feel.

I looked under the cabinet for some sort of soap but I didn't find any. So I turned around and opened what I assume is a closet and I was right. I looked through and found soap, a toothbrush, toothpaste, and towels. I walk over to the huge tub that is up against the wall it looks like it could fit fifteen people. I started the water and let the water fill up while I got undressed. I let every piece of clothing fall off of me one by one. It's been so long since I've had a bath I honestly can't wait to soak for a bath. When I am finally undressed I realize I really need to shave so I look under the counters where I knew I saw them and grabbed one.

I stick my toes in the water first and feel the heat of the water and it's perfect. I slowly slide the rest of my body into the water and completely submerge my body. I love the feeling of the water. The moment I bring my head out of the water I realize Miles is in the next room waiting for me to come out. I grab the soap I found and a lufa and soap. The soap smells like honey and lemons which smells good but it isn't my scent but I use it anyway.

I scrub every inch of my body from head to toe getting years of sweat and dirt off my body. After seeing all the dirt in the water I decide it's best I get a shower and let the water drain. I'll have to remember to clean the tub in the morning when I get up. He may be my mate but I am not going to live in filth. I walk over to the shower and turn it on step inside turn the water on and wait for the temperature to get where I want it. The shower pressure is amazing and I can take the shower head off and spray every inch of my body.

I rewash my body and even more dirt comes off me. I can't believe how dirty I am. I grab the razor and start to shave everything. I hate how hairy my body is it's like I don't know how to maintain my body. But I guess that's what it's like being on the run for years. When I am finally satisfied that I am clean enough I turn the water off step out of the shower and wrap a big fluffy towel around my small slender body.

I walk over to the mirror and whip the steam off so I can see myself when I notice the initials M&S stitched into the towel. I feel sad knowing he had someone before me and how she could change everything but I am nothing. He told me he didn't love her but she must have meant a lot if their initials were everywhere. I wonder if he will change everything for me. These are questions I'll have to ask him.

I brush my teeth and get dressed. I put the clothes on that Miles handed me and they are a bit big but he is bigger than me so it's no surprise. I open the bathroom door and look around. I spot Miles sitting on the edge of the bed with a remote in his hands. "Would you like to watch some TV before bed?" He asks me not even looking at me. "Yes please," I respond to his question and slowly walk out of the bathroom. "I don't like that scent on you. It messes with your natural scent," he says looking at me.

"I don't like it either but that's the only lady soap you had in the bathroom," I tell him about to sit on the floor when he stops me. "What are you doing?" He asks lifting his eyebrows with a questioning look on his face. "I was going to sit down," I say to him. "You can sit on the bed beautiful You don't have to sit on the floor. This is your home too. Do whatever you want baby girl," he says to me and pats the spot on the bed next to him.

"I have some questions for you," I say to him and turn to look at him. "OK baby, what would you like to know?" He says back to me and turns to face me. "If I asked you to change the castle and everything in it for me would you?" I ask him hoping for a good answer. "Yes, tell me what you want changed and I'll do it," he says and grabs my hand. "I don't want the constant reminder that you had someone before me. So could you please get rid of everything that has her initials in it please," I say barely above a whisper. "Done we will go to the cabin for a week while the team remodels the castle," he says to me.

"When will we go to the cabin?" I ask a bit nervous. "We will leave tomorrow after your fitting I will have the design team come up while you're going through clothes," he says to me and I feel a bit relieved. "There is one thing I think you should know," I say to him as I fiddle with my fingers. "What's that princess," he says to me grabbing my hands. "I am a virgin," I say to him not even making eye contact feeling ashamed of the fact I am still a virgin. "It's ok baby we can go as slow as you like I will not rush you," he says and leans over and kisses my forehead. The moon goddess really blessed me with my mate.