Alpha Elias Cambridge:- When I held the now cold and stiff lifeless Arabella, my mate in my arms all that I could see was all the confusion and pain that surrounded me. The whole world seems blurred and filled with darkness. Nothing more. She lay dead with her blood seeping through the ground below my feet and at that moment, I felt like dying too. "No… Bella, please wake up, come on open your eyes,” I pleaded with her as I tried to shake her gently because my voice cracked "You promised not to leave me. Open your eyes and look at me, Bella. Open them. I order you to open them and look at me," I cried, begging her to wake up but she didn't. She didn't move even a little bit to give me hope that she would be fine and I knew that moment she had left me, but I refused to believe it. I just

