Woody and Yale Falling Under

Chapter Eighteen

Yale's Point of View

I cuddled his pillow resting my head above it. I was tired and could barely keep my eyes open as the darkness of the room only aided in slowly guiding me to sleep.

The room was dark. I had switched off his bedroom lights before getting into his bed. The only light resting upon my face had came from his TV that I had left on.

I watching a Kurtis Conner video on Youtube and then I rolled over to fully allow myself to feel the comfort of his bed before resting my hand on my belly.

I feel like I'm bigger, like my bump has grown a little. I began to rub it as felt my entire body sink into his bed like I was laying on a cloud. I still wore his t-shirt...

and his jokey.

I needed underwear and I wasn't going to sleep without any on, but honestly they're not really that comfortable.

So, f**k it.

I swallowed as I pulled them off and then folded them up and neatly placed it on his bedside table.

It's been almost two hours since I had gotten off the phone with him and I know that the drive home couldn't have taken this long.

Oh no, I'm starting to worry again. 

Should I call just call to see if he's okay?

Nah...I'm going to just wait a little and then I'll call.

I licked my lips and noticed how dry they felt. I'm probably dehydrated.

I then gently lifted myself up and out of his warm bed to pour myself a glass of water. I felt my feet carry me into his dimly lit kitchen as I opened his fridge to pour myself water from the huge transparent jug I had lifted out.

I then took a sip from my glass and walked back into his bedroom almost as if I was sleep walking and then I heard footsteps gently coming up the staircase as my heart smiled while my lips followed at the sound of him while I took a gulp and then climb back into bed and snuggled beneath the covers.

I heard him yawn as he placed his car keys onto the kitchen counter and then he spoke softly "Yale?" While I could hear him taking off his shoes inside.

"Yeah?" I responded.

"I can't believe you're still up." His voice approached me and got closer. I looked up to see him standing in the door frame holding a white plush teddy bear and a box of chocolates.

"Yeah I'm tired but I didn't wanna sleep until I knew you got home safely." I said and then he smiled "Sorry that I took so long I got you chocolates and this thing, cause you were crying and I wanted to make you feel better." He nodded and then I smiled and stared at his silhouette as my heart swelled with so much love for him.

I really appreciate this man. There is honestly no one like him.

"Thank you Woody." I sat upright and then held out my arms waiting for him to hug me.

"Want me to put the lights on?" He asked.

I internally panicked, the bruises.

"No it's okay, just come hug me." I said smiling small seeing the light glow from the TV lay on him. He then put the stuff down on the beside table closer to him and then walked towards me. I stood with my knees on the mattress and my arms wide open before he filled the space with his cold body from the air outside, the smell of his cologne and touch of his skin.

I rest my head against his chest and held onto him tightly "Thank you for the stuff, and for everything." I whispered and then he kissed the top of my head before pushing me back down onto his bed as I laughed while we fell around before he pulled me too him.

"Woody!" I smiled as he laid next to me propping himself up on his arm as his elbow pressed into the mattress and his head rested on his hand. He closed his eyes and then brought his hand to sweetly cup my face as his thumb rubbed my cheek.

"Mmmm..." he groaned "I really need to shower but I'm so f*****g tired, but I know that I won't be able to sleep probably because I feel dirty." he said, almost as if he was a zombie.

"Just go shower and get it over and done with." I said and then place my hand on his wrists, feeling his watch beneath it.

"Yeeeaaahh...you're right." His eyes and then slowly opened as he look into my face and then licked his lower lip, gliding his tongue gently across it.

"I've figured it out." He paused "You look like a cross between Megan Fox and Maddison Beer." he said and then I smiled small "You're tired, go shower."

"Nah for real...you're the most beautiful woman I had ever seen, and that's on life."

"Thank you Quinton Wood." I said kindly and then pushed back his hair gently while running my fingers through it.

Am I in love?

He then quickly in less than two second leaned in to peck my lips stealing a kiss before getting up while saying "Ayt ima go shower...Ima shower in the bathroom in my room but I'll sleep on the couch okay. We gotta play s**t safe." He nodded and then I agreed.

I'm in love.

"Okay," I yawned and then climbed underneath the covers "enjoy your shower." I said and then he shrugged "Would have been better if you joined." Before I rolled my eyes playfully and said "Go shower Woody" as I turned around to face the opposite direction.

Oh my god, I love this man. 

Showering with him would probably be magical but we had to be smart. We had to be safe but sometimes his little jokes do linger in my mind.

I heard the bathroom door close before he turned the shower on.

I wonder what he looks like naked...I mean he's really hot, he had broad shoulders, a six pack, strong veiny arms and big hands and his so tall and manly,

And he always smells so good.

He definitely is big down there. I just know it. 

Okay. No. Yale, go to bed. 

Stop picturing Woody naked.

I shook off my thoughts and adjusted my position before scrunching up the pillow bellow my head as I yawned feeling my mind drift in and out of reality as my body relaxed itself preparing for the best sleep I had had in months.

It felt like minutes as I fell asleep and then I heard the bathroom door open which woke me up, he then put the TV off as the room was then filled with darkness before he opened his bedroom futher to let some more dim light in and just before he was about to walk out and close it behind himself I whispered in a crunchy sleepy voice.

"Can you kiss me goodnight." I spoke and then he paused before saying "I thought you were asleep."

"I was but then I woke up when you opened the door." I mumbled.

"Sorry baby, I didn't mean to be loud." I heard his voice as he walked around to the side of the bed I was laying on. He had a towel wrapped around his bottom half as I lifted myself up gently while he bend low to kiss my lips warmly before he pulled back and then kissed me again, almost one hundred tiny kisses which made me smile and laugh a little.

"Goodnight babe, sleep tight. If you need anything wake me up." He said and then I said "I need one more kiss." As he laughed under his breath before I lifted myself up completely. I felt his hand grip my throat lightly as he guided me towards him and then I felt him slowly put his lips to mine as he opened his mouth while I did the same, feeling his tongue dance with mine while my hand reached for his shoulder.

Okay. We need to stop.

I felt his kiss become more passionate as his energy traveled all over my body. I breathed heavy and then I bit his lower lip pulling it towards me before it snapped back as he opened his eyes while I moved my body up across the mattress, feeling him coming in towards me as he crawled onto the bed to follow wanting more.

I wanted more, we both wanted more.

I stopped in the middle of the bed as I felt his mouth against mine again and his tongue forcing it's way in as I allowed him to.

"You." I panted "should." I breathed before laying myself down on my back feeling my hair scatter on his bed "go inside." I spoke between our kisses and then swallowed but couldn't let go of him and then he detached his lips from mine and nodded "Yeah," he breathed. "Yeah, I should." He lifted himself up and then I pulled him back down by looping my finger around his chain.

"You should but I don't want you to." I whispered into his ear as he felt my breath against his skin before he licked his lips and then kissed me again.

"I don't want to either." He spoke into my mouth and then I pushed him over to have him lay on his back still kissing him "but you have to." I said as I climb on top of him and then he lifted himself up using his arms to lean on while his hands were pressed into the mattered.

"I know." He swallowed before he lifted his head to have his lips kiss mine again.

The towel between us as I could feel him getting hard from below me.

Oh god, it's huge. I can feel it's bigness. This man will tear me in half.

I could feel the towel slipping off from all of our movements as he began to kiss the surface of my neck. I gave him the side that wasn't hurt and then he flipped me over. I could feel the towel had slip off as it was laying beside me but I couldn't see much as the dim lights from inside didn't really let me. I was now laying on my back as I felt him spread my legs apart.

His hand rested above my skin causing indents from his touch and one of his fingers was right about the blue mark that hurt like hell. I flinched a little but he didn't notice as he then began to stroke my skin with fingers. I could feel myself getting so wet for him.

I breathed heavy before I felt him lift my legs and placed them over his strong shoulders while I felt his mouth greet my skin as he began to kiss before using his tongue.

I used both of my hands to grip his sleek straight hair as he motioned in all directions.

"Woody" I let out his name in a sigh of pleasure as I could feel my body filling with bliss as he continued, my hands then gripped the sheets as my back arched while I moaned a little feeling the bliss explode inside of me as he continued to lick and then he I panted and tried to catch my breath.

He lifted himself up and then I pulled him towards me so I could kiss him and then he kissed me back "We can't go further." He spoke "I'm not going to f**k you until you break up with him." He pulled himself back as he tried to catch his breath.

"Woody." I swallowed as he laid down beside me and then he propped himself up to lay on his side. He hovered over me. His fresh shower scent filled my nose as he stared down at me it felt like I was in the presence of some Greek God.

"Yale, " He said. "I want nothing more than to make love to you...but not like this, not while he's still your boyfriend. And I know we went a little far, too far. But I can't sleep with you, not like this." He breathed deeply as he then gently rested his hand on my belly subconsciously and began to rub it.

He wants me to leave Chad, I mean of course he does. The cheating thing is something that really doesn't sit well with him and we are indeed cheating... I'm cheating and he's allowing it.

He allowing this to happen because he likes me but he want us to see what we have without me being with someone else...

and I get that. The cheating thing doesn't sit that well with me either but huge part of me didn't give a s**t because Woody wasn't Chad. Its easier for me because of the person Woody is and how he makes me feel.

But I don't think he understands what it means to be with me. It's not just me he had to consider it's a baby too, my baby. It's not something to take lightly. I think he likes me but he doesn't really get it, I'm a mom to a human and my life is going to change drastically once my child is brought into this world, there will be sleepless nights, diapers, stress and everything else that could possible turn everything upside down.

I don't think he sees that. He sees me, but I don't think he sees the future to come.

"Woody," I paused "Do you understand what it means to be with me?" I asked him seriously and gently placed my hand on his shoulder feeling his skin beneath it as I slightly dragged my nails against it, almost nervously fidgeting.

He stared down at me.

"That ima have to be a Dad." He said bluntly "I want kids. I've always wanted kids. I was hoping to become a dad a little later in life when the drug s**t was over but it's whatever. I don't mind you having a baby that isn't my kid." He spoke honestly "Chad will always be your baby's father no matter what and I might f*****g hate that, but I'm willing to go through this with you and do whatever I can." He was serious.

"You having a kid doesn't change anything for me. I know what it means to be with you and I'm down for that."

"You say that now but what if you change your mind?"

"I won't change my mind." He shook his head.

"You don't know that." I spoke calmly.

"I do Yale. If this turns into anything between us, know that I'll be all in." He gripped my wrist lightly and then pulled it back over his shower as he came in to peck me sweetly as my arm now wrapped around his neck.

Our lips touched for a moment that I could see myself living in forever.

He licked his bottom lip in thought.

"You think I would break your heart?"

"You break hearts everyday..." I played because he was so attractive.

"Sometimes necks." He chimed in with a smirk before I could continue and then I laughed lightly.

"What if you break mine?" I asked, cupping his jaw with my hand.

"Your neck? I mean..." he joked and then shrugged as I laughed and squeezed his hollow cheeks with my hand to force his lips to stick out like little fish lips.

Oh my god, I love him.

"My heart!" I yelled with a smile on my face as my tone then died into a softer more vulnerable one "Don't break my heart." I said as if it was going to happen and then he looked at me as if he couldn't believe I had told him that, his whole face had then softened almost instantly as he shook his head with a smile dangling on his lips. 

"Never."