***DEVIN’S P.O.V***
I had been sleeping here for eight months, but as my instant sale did that something is going to happen to her? I just immediately pulled her inside and by just looking at her it just made me feel that it was all worth it. This punishment discourse. Everything was for that if she was safe .
But then she just pushed me away and then found out why she did it. Did she know anything, then she reminded me why my love would ever do this to me. I get out of that place where I have been given punishment for the past eight months and I just got freed from eight because of got her love. I mean my way home and then I arrived as soon as mom showed me. She just immediately hugged me some happiness.
“ I am definitely sure that you are out of that, please, because of her. I am right.” I know her as she said, it is absolutely right that I am standing here today because of her, because if it would not have been for her, I would never have been so never vulnerable and that thing would not have ever happened again.
“You know what, my son, I have missed you a lot. I have missed seeing you every single day this month and I knew that if she would come to you and if she came close to you, then you would definitely wake up and see it just happened today, as I thought that it would.”, as she said, that she just knew that it would happen and I just happened today. I just tried a minute. What is Mom behind it all to do this?
“Mom, were you behind us to call her there? I am doing all this and please don’t lie to me.” She didn't look at me with a smile on her face.
“Yes, I did that and I did that for you because I couldn’t see you inside that please, for so long. I was craving for you. I was craving to touch you, my son, and I knew that as soon as something would happen to her or she was there, I would make sure that you would wake up and see that appearance.”
I just don’t like what she did and she just did it to her life because she can wake me up just for me. She just did that. It was just not correct. Everything that happened to her in the past was not correct and it is just all apps and causes for me and now today also.
“Mom, I’m extremely sorry to say this to you, but whatever you have done today was not acceptable. She could have had to die or something would have happened to her. You know why I was in there because I was saving her and you rested her life to save me.”
She came close to me, and then put her hand on my cheeks, and then looked into my eyes and said “cheek to cheek, do you think that I don’t know what the action would have been? It is some time since it would have happened to her. I know that very well and that was the only reason why I called her there today alone and she came out of class. She went there, and you know what this is not. She just didn't go there, as I called her that she came there because she wanted to meet you because she wanted that she wants to ask a question that there You Are and why you left her.”
No, this can’t be true because I just saw in her eyes that she doesn’t know me. She was scared of missing going there and she just had no idea what the hell was going on and how she should be reacting to the stuff and mom wanted me to want me .
“ no Mom. I don’t think whatever you are telling us because I saw in her eyes that she was scared of me. It has just never happened that she was scared of me.”
“You just saw that she was scared of you, but she had been trying to find you for so long. From when she got there, I was there and I saw in her eyes that she wanted to know where I was. If you see her and you love her so much, see why go away from her?”
I don’t know about that. Maybe she would have been thinking about it or thinking about it like that. I just don’t know, but the only thing that I know is that I don’t want that to happen and that is just for sure.
“Mom, no, I have decided that I will not be a part of my life and I will not get close to her. I am not going to hurt her in any way. I don’t want what happened earlier to happen again. I don’t want to see her and that pain again.”
I won’t let anything happen to her and I want to be close to her, because as far as I stay away from her, she is going to be better. No one is going to do anything to her. If she’s not related to me. I love her and I will be doing that for the rest of my life. But at the same time, I know that I am a very big danger to her and I should not be close to her.
“Look, I don’t know about that, but I have seen that for an hour. I said she’s not going to give up and even if you will be trying to go away from her or try to do that, she should not be close to her. I am for sure that she will find a way to that also, as she found today.”
“ Mom, what just suddenly happened? You are in so much favour of her that we should be together because you are the only one who used to say that we should be away from each other, as it’s going to be very very risky. We both don’t belong to each other and don't know what happened.”
She smiled at me, and then took a wine glass and then set it on the couch and then said “ cause at that time I was not aware about the love and that she had for you and I was wrong, it is, but now I know hearts wrong it is and what I can do it in front of me. My son is in front of me and I am Mama. That's okay because of that. As far as you are happy, that is just the only thing that I care about.”
I don’t know what has happened to her that she’s acting this week, but I really like it. It is just not good and I don’t know what Penelope is thinking or what it is, but I just know that we should not be together and we should not be close to each other, as it’s going to be highly risky.
“ Mam, where is that? I would like to meet him.” as soon as I asked her about him. She loved being upset and unlocking the way it meant something had happened to him. What had happened to him when they started and what was it?
“ so you are talking about leaving this place and going somewhere else and starting a new life. I’m completely on for that if you want to do that.”
“ I am waiting for you can’t. You just stop it. There was dad's mom and what happened to him? I want to know where he is. Please, you are not going to lie to me by any means . Tell me that with Mom they start and what had happened to him.”
I want to know where the hell my father is and I want to do that. Why can I look into my mom‘s eyes and I can tell that there is something that she is not telling me because she is scared of how my Jackson is going to be, what I just know that I am going to know about and that is for sure my father is and in what condition he is
“No, could you please just tell me or you will keep on standing like this the whole night, because if you want to do that, then I am on for that because I’m not going anywhere and I’m not going to leave this topic until I know where he is.”
She got tears in her eyes as I was asking about it. I went to her and then I buy direct use. I don’t know what was going on when I did. My family were there. My family. When I was all alone, was it that was going on?
“Yeah Dad, wherewol attacked him. I tried to see him in every single way, but I don’t know who the hell it was that attacked him and I didn’t know how to get that venom so that we could cure him. He’s lying in the room, non-movable, being ruthless.”
My father had been attacked by a wherewok and I was not there. He is in so much pain that we can’t even consider it a second. When I’m in there, a vampire is extremely dangerous.
“Mom, we need to figure out a way and we have to know about it because who has done it is. I could not see my dad in that condition. That means you don’t deserve that and whoever has done that’s going to get punishment for that, and that is for sure.”
“ I know that Chris and I do have doubts about a few of the people, but I just don’t want them to come close to them or how to talk to them or how to be around them. They took admission to your university and if you really want to help or if you really want to do something and that’s the best way that you can do that, just take admission to Dad get those so that you can be close to those people and then we will be able to know who did this and who is the one that we want?”
University, if that is the case, I have to go to that place and I will go there. I am going there for my father and I am not going to let anything happen to him who has ever done this. The fuckers the one who had done this day I am not going to go away so easily. I am going to punish every single person for what they have done. They should not have missed me.
“ I am really Mom. I am going to go there and I will know who did this and then we will speak out that his pain is going to go away and I promise you that it is not going to be that way and I promise you that it’s not going to happen that way and I assure you about that mom.”
“You know what, Devin, just because you are here and you are with me. I just know that nothing is going to happen to your father now. You are going to find a way to wake him up. You know you are so alone when you are not here. I was just feeling so vulnerable after this happened to your dad.”
This place has taken a lot of things from us, but I can’t leave this place because I want to know who had done this to my father that caused so much pain to him. Everyone knew that a wolf is not allowed to attack a Vampire until he is not in their territory and still did that. They just broke a rule and the one who did that is going to get punished. And this time I am not going to wait for anyone. I am going to punish them with my own hands. Who ever did this?
“Don’t worry mom, now I am here and I’m not going to let anything happen to that. I just want one thing, that you to be strong and I will figure out a way and learn that whoever it is who has done that and whoever is a pattern,, it is not gonna go away so easily, because I am not going to let them go so easily.”
I said it and then I made my way to my room. I don’t know what else to say or what else to do here, as earlier I was just thinking about her and why she doesn’t remember anything or what it is, but now that is the least of my concern, because it’s good that you don’t know who I am. It’s going to be good. It’s going to be easy, but now the only motive that I have is to wake up my father. I am not going to let him lie down like that because he has not done anything.
“ I swear that whoever ever has done this to my father is going to be for eight by every single means and it is not going to go away in Easysnap. It’s not just going to happen and I mean every single thing.”
I know that it’s not going to be easy as this is the same university where she is going. I have to do it. I just have to do it by maintaining my distance from her.
Next day
I got up and then got ready for university. I went there with Mom and then we did all the formalities for admission as mom and dad are the trustees of this university. There are no worries about anything about admission or of any of the stuff that we want. We can have it out. We want it. Mom told me a few of the names and that she did have a doubt that maybe they had done it. I just have to be sure if they are a salesforce or not. And secondly, they are really the ones who attend this
“ Devin, I trust you, my son, and I know that you are going to do this. I just want you to be careful. I don’t want you to involve yourself in some sort of trouble and we are doing that. I want you to talk to her also and sort everything out with her. I know how much you love her and you need her in everything. She’s going to be a strength.”
This is not going to happen because I am going to talk to her and she’s going to be my friend. I will be able to do my work if she is away from me because as soon as she comes close to me. Danger will increase for her also, and I will always be in worry of what if something will happen to her because she is close to me.
I will push her as far as I can so that no one will ever suspect that there was something going on in between us or ever in the one who is in my family and my happiness is going to suffer. I am going to find out and punish him.
I just know that and it’s just absolutely clear” Mam, I don’t think the other way it’s going to be better if I am away from her, because if you are close to me, then it will always be there in the back of my mind. Something will happen to her.”
“My love, it’s always going to be in your head what something will happen to her. Maybe someone is behind or someone is going to do anything to her and if you let her go I’m not helpful, then what something will happen to her? You should be close to her. Should you not just leave her like you don’t know she needs.”
With that, she made her way out of the university. Today is the first day of my time at this college. I have to be very very low-key. I want to know every single thing that is happening over here and what I can use to know about them. I want to wake him up.
I was just making my way to my class when I got bumped into someone and then I looked at her. Why the hell is it that I have to bump into the person and it has to be her? She looked into my eyes with a lot of questions and I didn’t want to answer any of those, so I just made my way to ignoring her. That was rude. I know.
I was able to hear what she was thinking in the back of mine. She’s just thinking about what she saw that day and I am the same person as Devin.
This is not great. If she is thinking about me, then it is just not great. I just cannot let her come close to me. . just could not let her risk her life.
TO BE CONTINUED…