Chapter 2 - The King’s Mate

1152 Words
Lyra didn’t run. She thought about it — every instinct she’d spent nineteen years perfecting screamed at her to disappear back into the servants’ passage before the King of Duskmoor found a girl with soot on her wrist hiding behind a musicians’ screen — but her feet had turned to stone, and her wolf, newly awake and utterly without shame, refused to let her look away from the stairwell door. He came through it a moment later, and the gallery, which had seemed enormous a minute ago, suddenly felt very small. Up close he was worse. Or better — she couldn’t decide which word fit, only that the careful, guarded stillness she’d watched from across the ballroom cracked slightly at the edges now that there was no crowd between them, no candlelight to soften what she saw in his face. He looked at her the way a man looks at something he has been warned about his entire life and finally, finally has in front of him. “You felt it too.” It wasn’t a question. His voice was low, rough at the edges, like it had been dragged over gravel and not quite smoothed since. “Down there. You felt it.” “I don’t know what I felt.” That, at least, was true. “I dropped a glass.” Something that was almost a laugh moved through him and died before it reached his mouth. “That’s one word for it.” He didn’t come closer. She noticed that — the careful, deliberate half-step he kept between them, as though closing that final distance would cost him something he wasn’t prepared to spend. His wolf, though, wasn’t nearly so disciplined. She could see it in his eyes, a flicker of gold beneath the dark, straining toward her the way her own wolf strained toward him, and for one unguarded second the recognition between them was so total, so wordless, that Lyra forgot to be afraid of who he was. His jaw was tight, like he was holding something back by force. Whatever it was, it was costing him — she could see it in the way his hand had curled at his side and then deliberately uncurled, in the way he kept catching himself leaning toward her and correcting it, a man fighting a current only he could feel. “What’s your name?” he asked. “Lyra.” She hadn’t meant to answer so readily. “Lyra Ashwood.” His jaw moved, like the name cost him something too. “Ashwood.” He said it the way a person repeats a word in a language they used to speak fluently and have half-forgotten. “You’re an Omega.” “I’m a lot of things nobody’s bothered to find out about.” It came out sharper than she meant it to, nineteen years of invisibility uncoiling all at once, and she braced for him to be offended by it — Kings, in her limited experience of them, did not care for Omegas with opinions. Instead something shifted in his face that looked almost like relief. “Good,” he said. “Don’t let anyone finish that sentence for you.” The words landed somewhere under her ribs she hadn’t known was tender. She was still deciding what to do with them when he took the half-step he’d been holding back, closing the distance between them until she could feel the heat coming off him, until the pull in her chest went from an ache to something closer to gravity. “I need you to understand something,” he said, very quietly, “before anything else happens tonight.” “What?” “I don’t have a choice in what I feel right now.” His eyes searched her face like he was memorizing it against his will. “But I may not have a choice in what I do next, either. And I need you to know, whatever happens down there—” His gaze flicked toward the ballroom below, toward the golden light and the crowd that hadn’t yet noticed their King was missing. “—it isn’t because of anything you did wrong.” Ice moved through her, quiet and immediate, cutting straight through the warmth his nearness had built. “That sounds like an apology for something that hasn’t happened yet.” “It is.” “Then don’t do it.” She said it before she’d thought it through, before she remembered she was a servant girl and he was the Alpha King of an entire territory and neither of those facts entitled her to give him instructions. “Whatever it is. Don’t.” For a moment — one long, suspended moment — she thought he might actually listen. His hand rose, slow, like it belonged to someone else, and the backs of his fingers brushed once against her jaw, so light she might have imagined it if her wolf hadn’t gone electric and silent all at once, straining toward that single point of contact like it was the only warm thing in the world. “Lyra.” Her name in his mouth sounded like it had been waiting nineteen years to be said correctly. “My father told me thirteen years ago that this day would come. I have spent every one of them since preparing for a moment I hoped would never actually arrive. And you were never supposed to be the reason it did.” “Kael—” “There’s something I should tell you before we go down there.” He said it fast, like he was trying to outrun his own better judgment, and for one flickering second Lyra thought he might actually do it — might actually hand her whatever truth was sitting behind his eyes instead of whatever he was about to do instead. Then something in his face shut like a door closing against wind, and he shook his head once, sharp, as if arguing with himself and losing. “No. Not here. Not like this.” “Come downstairs with me.” It wasn’t a request, not exactly, but it wasn’t a command either — it was something rawer than both, a man asking a question he already dreaded the answer to. And before she could decide what to say, before she could weigh the danger of a King wanting an unwanted Omega against the terrifying, traitorous hope blooming in her chest despite every lesson life had taught her not to let it— His hand closed gently around hers, and he led her toward the stairs, toward the light, toward a ballroom full of candles and a crowd of people who were about to watch the Alpha King of Duskmoor make a choice that would destroy them both. Lyra didn’t know yet that the same room would watch him destroy her moments later.
Free reading for new users
Scan code to download app
Facebookexpand_more
  • author-avatar
    Writer
  • chap_listContents
  • likeADD