It feels like I'm falling deep into nothingness – I know I'm all alone. All alone while I fall down. I feel nothing, like my heart has lost its capability to feel anything, and my head from understanding what's really happening with me or around me. My eyes aren't wet – I'm not in tears. That's a good thing. My eyes are open, but I can't see anything. It's like I'm looking into a void, and the saddest part, I don't feel anything. There's no fear, there's no hope, nothing. I'm nothing. My eyes are slowly closing – I guess it's much better than to endure seeing nothing. So I shut my eyes and feel like the world is slowly closing in on me. It's choking me, never giving me a chance to breathe. Tears pool in my eyes and I strongly prevent them from falling, but just like my state now, tears ru

