The Hooded One

Episode 17

It’s been about a week and 3 days since I found out I was really pregnant, it’s been a hard secret to keep but I’ve kept worse.

I have been thinking non stop and I have no clue how I’m going to raise two kids and run a gang all at once but  I know I will try my best for this little bean and Olly, I haven’t even met her and I’m really obsessed, i never thought about having kids especially this young, I have a very bad habit of starting things at a young age, I never wanted to bring another little innocent being into this world of hate, betrayal and death but I really can’t seem to see myself without her at the moment.

“Sofia get your lazy ass out of bed and get to work, there’s some bitches at the warehouse who think they know everything about anything.” Ryan said throwing a pillow at me, I unconsciously put my hands around my belly protecting my baby from the hit, the pillow hit my face and when I looked up I saw a quite confused Ryan.

“What.” I said a bit too rudely.

“You didn’t catch the pillow.” He said and then walked out, I’m pretty sure he went to get Olly up since I started hearing little screams, the ones that make you smile with love.

I went to the bathroom and changed to an oversized hoodie I stole from Jack actually believe it or not, he is so much bigger than me, like way to make me feel self conscious no!

Today I am spending all my day with Olly because I need to spend my time with my favourite boy in the world.

I normally wouldn’t change from my pjs when just staying at home but Ryan is about and my bump is clearly visible and I’m trying my best not to tell him, because when I do he will want to know who’s the father, then he will want to punch Tyler, so then Tyler will also find out and then I’m gonna s**t myself, you see I can run a gang, kill and have a gun pointed at me but when Ryan is mad or disappointed in me I take it really hard, he’s like a father figure, my father a person I do not want to disappoint. 

Ryan ended up leaving to go check on the gang but then decided he’d stay there the rest of the day.

Me and Olly made pancakes, I threw up the pancakes, Olly cried because he thought his pancakes were bad, I cried because he cried and then somehow we both ended up playing a board game eating ice cream.

I told Olly I was going to have a baby, made him promise not to tell anyone, pinky promised he can’t break that, he then asked me if I ate my baby and I had no flipping clue how to respond, I also showed him the last couple of ultrasound pictures and tried explaining to him what part was the baby’s head, he was really confused.

We so much fun I hadn’t realised it was way past Olly’s bed time, I only actually realised because Olly stared to yawn like there was no tomorrow, before I started yawing because of him I toke an adorable picture of him with all his missing teeth showing clearly.

I put Olly to bed and then went to bed myself, not long after I had just fallen asleep the little monster climbed back into my bed and since we were both wide awake we ended up watching the bee movie again, tucked into my bed nice and warm eating popcorn, today was a very unhealthy food kinda day, tomorrow we will both or the three of us will be eating lots of broccoli, carrots and a bunch of healthy foods Olly hates.

We ended up falling asleep not even half way through the movie.

I was woken up by the ringing of my phone, before I answered I looked at the time 03:46, who would call so early in the morning, I went out of the room so I wouldn’t wake up Olly, whenever I finally answered a very annoyed Ryan screaming was echoing through the speaker.

“Ryan what’s wrong.” I said starting to get worried.

“The night of your birthday Tyler apparently broke into the Blue Lanes land and stole a couple of guns worse thousands.” Ryan screamed.

“What!” I answered in shock, it couldn’t be him he was with me, but I can’t tell Ryan that.

“Well the Blue Lanes gang is wanting to start a war, they aren’t that big but we certainly lose members.” Ryan said obviously trying to calm down but still very annoyed, it was obvious by his tone.

“Tell them it wasn’t Tyler.” I said starting to get annoyed, someone is trying to set us up.

“I have but they want prof it there isn’t they want the guns back if there’s no guns there’s a war...”