Britney— Everything is a mess
753 Words
"Uuurgh," I screamed in frustration. "It's a wonder we're allowed these." I glared at the cordless telephone in my hand.
"Easy there, tigress. Your engine's quite revved up this morning and I haven't had coffee yet," said Macy, yawning on the other end of the line.
I flopped down onto the bed with a sigh. "I'm sorry, Mace. I'm just so… All that work, down the drain, all in one night. And me? What do I do? Jet off on vacation, of course. So stupid. So juvenile. So… not me."
"Not to be a b***h, baby girl, but the f**k ups started long ago, with he who shall not be named," said Macy, without sympathy. "This vay-cay may be the most sensible thing you've done in months."
Resisting the urge to ask after he who shall not be named, I chose to remain on track and focus on the task at hand. Damage control.
"Still no word?" I asked hopefully.
"Not a peep," Macy confirmed. "I've left emails and voicemails, but you know as well as I do that Brat doesn't check either."
"That's it, I'm coming home."
"Unless the sexy billionaire that's hot for you is escorting you, the hell you are."
"Mace, everything is a mess. I can't just sit here, sipping Mai Tais, waiting for her to eventually give a s**t and finally return a call."
"Okay one, you and I both know that she has like a million phones. Who knows when that will be?"
"Thanks a lot, Mace."
"Two," Macy continued, dismissing my irritable tone. "What are you going to do around here anyway other than obsess over things you can't change? Take a beat, have a beach day. You know I got you. I'll find Brat. You just… heal."
I sat up and pulled my knees up to my chest, hugging myself in Macy's stead. The concern for my well being in her voice triggered something in me. Before I knew it, my cheeks were wet and my walls were down.
"So about this sexy billionaire," Macy pepped up.
I laughed through the tears. Good old Macy. She knew just when not to push.
"Even if men weren't the last thing on my mind right now, which they are, he's not hot for me. He wants Britney O'Prey. Every man on this island does."
"Same thing," said Macy, nonchalantly. "You are Britney O'Prey. And so what if he just wants some? You're both on vacation. I say get some."
"Yes, I'm hanging up now."
"Put out, you prude," Macy said in lieu of a goodbye.
I sat there for some time, lost in thought. Sure, women didn't throw themselves at Will Hunter as men did with Britney O'Prey, but I thought that was by design. His presence snuck up on you. No doubt, you wouldn't notice him until/unless he wanted you to. The man exuded mystique and possibilities. Being in his presence simultaneously made you feel like a woman and a teenage girl, and like he could fulfill the desires of both.
What the hell was I thinking? Britney O'Prey didn't go around touching men's lips and letting them suck on her finger. Or did she? Honestly I couldn't keep it straight anymore. I was perfectly fine cordially, but sternly, rebuffing the other nine men who approached me three nights ago. Why not him? I acted, well I was like a fumbling school girl, trying to be sexy and then not and then… Oh to hell with it.
The last week's events had me off my game. Yes, that was all it was. The more I tried to make sensible decisions and fix the mess that was my life, the more I fumbled and made a fool of myself.
I slapped my cheeks and jumped off the bed.
"That's it, enough wallowing," I said to myself. "I'll just call it a wash and have a beach day, like Macy said."
My woes and concerns about fixing my life were momentarily replaced by the potential of happening upon Will Hunter. Once I started thinking about him, the dominoes trickled down my body like a spiraling staircase. The naughty glimpses he stole of my thighs earlier today. The scent of masculinity that hung in the air around him. His kindness in giving me the space I needed on the night we met. What woman wouldn't swoon at such a gesture? It was perfectly normal. So was noticing his handsome face. His broad back and shoulders. Inviting, mischievous hazel eyes.
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