Chapter 13: Maeve's POV

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The moment I disappeared into the shadows, I felt the weight of my decision hit me. I had to get away, fast. My heart was pounding, not from the run, but from something much deeper—an instinct I couldn’t ignore. Carter had seen me. Not fully, not completely, but enough. And even though he didn’t understand what he was dealing with, he had felt something too. I ran through the woods, my feet barely making a sound as I weaved between the trees. The night was thick around me, the air heavy with the scent of pine and damp earth, but it did nothing to calm the storm raging inside me. Morrigan growled in the back of my mind, her anger and frustration bubbling to the surface. We shouldn’t have gotten that close, she snarled. He’s human. You know what this means, Maeve. I knew, of course I knew. A human mate was unheard of, dangerous even. The pack wouldn’t accept it, couldn’t accept it. They expected me to lead with strength, to uphold the traditions that had been passed down through generations. How could I explain to them that the Moon Goddess had chosen someone outside our world for me? I pushed harder, my legs burning as I sprinted through the underbrush. Morrigan was restless, pacing in the back of my mind, her fury barely contained. She hated this uncertainty, hated the idea of being tied to someone who didn’t understand our world, our rules. You have to end this before it starts, Morrigan urged, her voice low and dangerous. He’s a liability. If he finds out about us, if the pack finds out... I shook my head, pushing the thought away. I couldn’t think like that, not yet. I needed time to process, to figure out what this meant. Carter wasn’t just any human—he was my mate. I could feel it in every fiber of my being. The bond was there, even if it hadn’t fully formed. It was pulling me toward him, no matter how hard I tried to resist. But I had to resist. For the pack, for my role as Alpha, for everything I had worked for. I couldn’t let this connection—this bond—jeopardize everything. I slowed as I reached a small clearing, my breath coming in ragged gasps. The moonlight filtered through the trees, casting long shadows on the ground. I sank to my knees, pressing my palms into the cool earth, trying to ground myself. The weight of the night, of what had just happened, pressed down on me, suffocating. For a moment, I let the silence wash over me, closing my eyes and focusing on the steady rhythm of my breathing. I needed to clear my mind, to think rationally. But even as I tried, the image of Carter flashed in my mind—his dark eyes scanning the trees, the way he had looked at me, as if he had sensed something more. He’s dangerous, Maeve, Morrigan growled, her voice low and insistent. You can’t let him get any closer. “I know,” I whispered, my voice barely audible. But even as I said it, I wasn’t sure if I believed it. How could I push him away when everything inside me was pulling me toward him? I don’t know how long I stayed there, kneeling in the clearing, lost in my thoughts. The pull of the mate bond was strong, but the weight of my responsibilities was stronger. I couldn’t let myself be weak, couldn’t let myself give in to something that could destroy everything I had worked for. The pack depended on me. My father had entrusted me with this role, had raised me to lead, and I couldn’t let them down. Not now, not when so much was at stake. But even as I thought it, I could feel the bond tightening, tugging at the edges of my mind, drawing me back toward Carter. It was like an invisible thread, pulling me toward him no matter how far I tried to run. No, I told myself, forcing my hands into fists. You can’t. I stood, my legs shaky, and took a deep breath. I had to get back to the pack. I couldn’t afford to spend any more time out here, lost in my own thoughts. They would be wondering where I was, and I couldn’t let them suspect anything was wrong. As I turned to leave the clearing, something shifted in the air—a change so subtle that I almost missed it. It was a scent, faint but familiar, carried on the wind. My heart skipped a beat. Carter. I froze, my senses on high alert. He was still out there, still in the woods. Part of me had hoped he would leave, that he would go back to wherever he came from and forget this night ever happened. But he hadn’t. He was still here, and that could only mean one thing. He was looking for me. Morrigan bristled, her hackles rising. He’s getting too close. We need to stop this. Now. I knew she was right. I couldn’t let him find me, couldn’t let him get any closer to the truth. But something held me back—a hesitation, a reluctance to sever the bond completely. As much as I tried to fight it, the pull was still there, stronger than ever. For a long moment, I stood there, torn between my duty to the pack and the undeniable connection I felt with Carter. Every instinct screamed at me to leave, to get as far away from him as possible, but my heart refused to listen. Finally, I made my decision. I turned and ran, my movements swift and silent as I disappeared into the trees. The bond tugged at me, pulling me back toward him, but I forced myself to ignore it. I had to protect the pack. I had to protect myself. But even as I ran, I knew this wasn’t over. The bond was too strong to ignore, too powerful to break. And as much as I tried to deny it, part of me didn’t want to. By the time I reached the pack house, the moon was high in the sky, casting a pale light over the grounds. The air was cool, crisp, but the weight of what had just happened clung to me like a shadow. I slipped through the door, careful not to make a sound. Most of the pack would be asleep by now, but I couldn’t risk running into anyone. Not tonight. Not when my thoughts were still a jumbled mess of emotions and confusion. As I made my way to my quarters, I caught a glimpse of movement out of the corner of my eye. Ethan, my Beta, was standing near the window, his arms crossed over his chest as he stared out into the night. For a moment, I considered slipping past him, but I knew better. Ethan was as sharp as they came, and there was no way he hadn’t noticed my absence. “Maeve,” he said quietly, his voice cutting through the silence. I stopped, my heart sinking. Of all the people in the pack, Ethan was the one who knew me best. He had been by my side since I was a child, training me, guiding me, and now, serving as my second-in-command. There was no hiding from him. I turned slowly, forcing a calm expression onto my face. “Ethan. Is everything alright?” His eyes were sharp, his expression unreadable as he looked at me. “You were gone for a while.” “I needed to clear my head,” I said, keeping my voice steady. “The pressure’s been getting to me.” Ethan studied me for a long moment, his gaze piercing. I knew he didn’t believe me, not entirely. But he didn’t push. Instead, he nodded slowly, stepping away from the window. “Just be careful,” he said quietly. “We need you here.” I nodded, relief flooding through me as I turned and made my way to my room. But even as I slipped under the covers, exhaustion settling over me, I couldn’t shake the feeling that everything was about to change.
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