*Zayan* I remember the pain... then darkness, and I wonder if I am dead... It is warm and nice, and suddenly I realize I am wandering through a sunny wheat field. My fingers are slowly running through the plants. This doesn’t look like Texas, more like... Iowa or something, or I guess, even though I am not sure. But then I remember her, Hadley. I need to find Hadley, my mate, my love, and I start desperately searching for a way out of the field, but it seems to just go on forever. The wind is picking up and clouds are gathering in the blue skies... like nature itself is angry with me for wanting to leave. I don't know what it is or why, but I feel like something is coming... not really like evil, but something I do not want to meet with, so I start walking faster and faster until I am r

