*Hadley* I rub a hand over my face; it hadn’t been my intention to scare him away. Why did I have to forget myself and be all... weird? It had been so nice, but I sent him running again. Getting up, I decide to go find him, to apologize and tell him I hadn’t meant it like that... okay, so it’s a bit of a lie, but anything to make him not angry with me. I am also slightly angry with Zayan to be honest. I mean, he is kinda blowing hot and cold on me... that neck rub... he should not have been doing that if he is not interested in anything. I mean, it felt kinda very intimate; on the other hand, I can’t really be angry with him, he is just too sweet. As I walk outside, I hear muted sounds from the corner of the back porch, giggles and... what? Heated moans... skin on skin slaps... part of

