Brielle I sat quietly on Damon’s bed until he and Zadyre returned back to the room from wherever they went. They were looking suspicious but I just pushed the thoughts away, if it mattered, Zadyre would tell me. “Let’s go baby so you can get some rest,” Zadyre said as he walked over to me she led me out of the room. He communicated with Damon silently and I didn’t bother to know what they were saying. We went back to the room and I tried all day to get some sleep but I just couldn’t. It had gotten dark and I knew I was either going to have a nightmare or sleep walk and do something dangerous. I didn’t want that to happen so I found a way to tie myself to the bed. The ropes were tight and uncomfortable against my skin but it was better than the fear of what I might do if I lost control

