I sat down at the lunch table, stabbing my taco with a fork. I was so out of sorts all day. I barely heard what anyone was saying. All I could think about was Noah this. And Jake that. Oh gosh.
I always hated Bella for choosing Edward over Jacob. I just couldn't understand how she just went back to him right after he left her. Jake was there for her all the while but she just couldn't let go of perfect Edward Cullen. Now. I sort of understand. Because look at me.
I know I probably shouldn't be comparing my small life to hers, but I have good reason to believe. She wouldn't mind. I should just choose one of them and get it over with. Or better yet. Don't choose. At least it'll be a choice. I stared up at Noah who was talking with his retarded buddy Ian.
This is how it is with him. Even w
