Voice of ærən

Fabulous Decision

It was already midnight and I could not sleep, I could not take myself from what fenrys said.

Everything seems like that does not have an option of solution and I'm very obsessed of everything that make no sense.

inhaling a deep breath I lifted myself from my bed and Crawled upto the window.

outside the window everything seems to be happy, the trees, the plants, the lake and the whole nature. when the days I could not sleep, I just howl watching out of the window and sometimes cry alone and finally fall asleep and for me this room was having the best view among the other rooms in the castle so, I made it mine.

The lake behind my room flows to kaira and tonight the full moon was standing bright at the dark blue sky, letting the lake surface to reflect its glory and glittering the ground with its glow. I could not stop stare at the darkness among the tress, however the mist occupied it's whole strength to create darkness among the tress but the one and only moon still illuminates bumping and crashing into the mist.

Today the weather and view outside was breathe taking and I could not help myself from staring the moon and lake. they own a very big part of me and I can always feel it.

Turning back to my bed, I decide to call for mother. after sitting back on my bed, I closed my eyes and whispered "mother, mother"

when I opened my eyes, there was nobody expect me so, I again tried and called her but there was no respond or even her presences. maybe she would be busy or being with father.

I sighed, thinking of my mother, she is a witch, a powerful witch among all other witch, she born in the family of powerful witches and her family is popular and gain respect from the whole realm and talking about Isle of Arran, it's complicated. My grandfather was a fae, who used to be the majesty of Isle of Arran and when he was blessed with three son and one daughter, he spilt the four kingdom to each of his children's and there goes the first one, eternity dark court, where my father's elder brother rules and the name for the kingdom was given undertaking the dark clouds that fill the sky of the eternity dark court and gives a hint of feels like it's going to be rain soon with heavy storm and thunder. eternity dark court is the land of witches and additionally they have the most powerful army causing the other kingdoms to be feared of eternity dark court king Erebus and finally, his one and only daughter princess Czarina wants to marry me and she is obnoxious and I hate her.

Next comes, The winter court, where my father's second old brother king Yophiel rules with all his might and the kingdom name itself gives a hint of the weather they own, it's freezing cold and icy snow cover all the surface of their kingdom and the winter court is powered by werewolves and no others offense against them are accepted in the kingdom and they are having the 3rd best army power and now, about my Isolde, my soulmate the princess of winter court and the only daughter of King Yophiel.

Last, the spring court, where my father's twin sister queen Ēostre rule and I think I don't want to explain the weather, it always the beautiful spring. The flowers blooms day and night, the air is always filled with fragrances, it's greenish everywhere, the sky will be perfectly clear and everybody will be happy always. The spring court is the land for every good creature expect mortals and everyone hold a good relation with each other. The queen Ēostre and my father is only child's of my grandfather who still holding a good relation and queen Ēostre daughter, princess Amara, who is suppose to be my sister but sadly I barely got to see her.

My own kingdom is the final, The stone throne, where my father rules and here the climate is pleasant with all weathers in proper timing and my mother and father is only having one son, that known to be me and this is the land of fae and should specially admit, all kind of fae and our kingdom is having the weakest army but there is a secret in it, if we really want a battle or war than our kingdom is having more power but we stand against war and battle.

Now, I guess you understand something about Isle of Arran and it's creatures.

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I was woke up in the morning by the narrow sunlight that distracted me from sleeping and I was not energetic when I woke up as I fall asleep almost when the sun rises.

Taking a bath, I wore my black pants and silky grey buttoned, full sleeved shirt and than before getting myself out of the room, I covered my bare feet with a pair of leather boots.

The right moment when I got out of room, fenrys was right behind me and bowed at me, I nod my head and continued my walk towards the great hall.

My chamber was a quiet place and nobody expect mother, father, fenrys and my personal maid try to come through my chamber unless anyone problem are discovered.

When I reached the inner ward, the guards of front door bowed at me but I pretend like I see nobody. My eyes reached for my father sitting on his throne in the great hall and surprisingly my mother was sitting beside him today and their face looked happy as they enjoy each other's company but there eyes followed a deep sorrow and some sort of fear.

I took some step forward until I reach some feet away from my parents. our eyes met and like always my father passed a gentle smile and beside my mother passed a smile that reaches her eyes.

but I still stood there, with a blank expression. no smile, no happiness, nothing.

"son" father said with his high pitched voice "what happened" he ask in worry.

"Is there something you forgot to tell me?

like, maybe your son is going through the worst right now" I said my voice emotionless and a bit demanding.

"son-" mom tried to console but was rapidly cutt off by my father "your security, our responsibility" father said his voice carrying a deep wound of regret.

"let me talk to him" mother said giving father a knowing look and she continued "we are planning to send you to the spring court today right after the breakfast as respected to queen Ēostre invite" mother said and I felt the slightest of anger that could take place in me. I wonder how they can still talk of a vacation.

In frustration, I ran my hands through my hair and without any reply I rapidly walked back to my chamber sensing my parents eagle eyes following my back.

I smacked the door of my room and the impact caused it to the swagy open. without releasing fenrys horrified look, I enter my room and fall into my couch. I roughly shuffled through my hair and realised I never felt this kind of madness before although everytime I end up crying in frustration.

suddenly, someone enter the room with a warm smile crept on her face and she ask "your highness, do you prefer eating your breakfast in room or want to join with your parents at the dinning hall" my personal maid ask and I blinked once, twice. Is she is teasing me?? or maybe she does not known what happened.

"I'm not hungry" I said flatly "you can go, now" I said dismissing her and she left the room with confusion clouding her face.